Those Things of Youth (II)

Other people's lives are like a glass of wine, always able to taste mellow. And my life, drink a sip, the taste of coffee, bitter with incense; another sip, the taste of Chinese medicine, in addition to bitter or bitter, is someone else to change the cup for me? Or did I take it wrong myself...

I'm Plum, 19 years old, and perhaps, you'll envy my youth. Indeed, I used to think so too, I didn't care about anything. I don't care about meeting Mingzi Pingshui, I don't care that he is 11 years older than me, I don't care that he has no room or bride price...

He spoiled me very much, and on rainy days, he would give umbrellas; on holidays, all kinds of gifts were not repetitive, not expensive, but very sweet. Although these tricks seem to be very old-fashioned, they are so new and beautiful for me, who is not deeply involved in the world. Once, when I was sick, Akiko took good care of me, and at that moment, I felt that I was the princess, the queen, and we were together.

Soon, I became pregnant.

You may ask, does the family care? I grew up in a single-parent household and I lived with my father. It's not that he doesn't care about me, he can't control me. What he said, I want to listen to it, I don't want to listen to it, I want to go, as soon as I leave, he instigates it. My mother is even more, there is something to find her, she will appear, do not look for her, rare to see. This seems to be the first time they have reached a united front since their divorce – acquiescing.

Speaking of me and Akiko, from the time the child was born, I began to care about everything again. I care, I lie on the bed in the hospital, the child is crying, Akiko and her mother-in-law are indifferent; I care, the confinement meal has always been black and greasy; I care, I don't want to eat when they have to ask me to eat, I don't want to talk, they have to let me answer; I care, giving birth to a child, the money my aunt gave me, he actually wanted to spend it...

What I can't stand the most is that Akiko doesn't go out to earn money, sits in front of the computer all day and chats with other people's wives, saying that other people's wives are good, which is provocation and is Ming's spiritual derailment. Although I have not yet been born, I can't stand it for a moment, and I want to go home.

They were afraid that I would take the child away, afraid that I would be embarrassed if I cried at the door, but they were not afraid that I would catch a cold outside before I was out of the moon...

I think, with Akiko, what he gave me at the beginning was coffee. After giving birth to a child, this cup is full of the taste of Chinese medicine. How I wish I had, all this, I have never tasted...

What should I do next? Is it to return to this hopeless marriage to suffer? Or is the long pain worse than the short pain, turn away?

I, chose the latter...

Meizi is young and her life will continue, and I hope she can reshuffle her cards and take the next road. Pray that innocent child a safe and smooth life!

(Youth is for struggle, not for squandering.) Meizi's experience seems complicated, but in fact, her heart is simple. Young, willful, do not accept the education of the elders, love if you want to love, marry if you want, do not think carefully, recklessly. Similarly, Akiko should also reflect well, girls are young and simple, not necessarily suitable for wives, marrying a daughter-in-law is to live a life, impulsive. It is hoped that men and women, in the face of love and marriage, will be cautious and take responsibility at the same time. ）