1
I got off the night shift, and I was called by Liu Lei and his cousin to be busy for half a day, tired, and when I went upstairs, my legs were like lead.
It was so easy to get to the house, open the door, and instantly stunned me.
The miasma of smoke in the house, the smell of smoke and alcohol, the smell of feet taking off shoes, mixed with the smell of stir-frying came at me, and I almost threw up when I smoked.
Husband Liu Lei and his eldest brother and sister-in-law are pushing cups for cups, drinking happily. There were three people in total, but it was noisy, like a wet market.
I coughed a few times, and before I could speak, my eldest uncle and sister-in-law greeted me with a whimper: My sister-in-law is back.
Husband Liu Lei, still holding a wine bottle, advised his brother to drink that cup quickly. I didn't lift my eyelids, and I didn't even look at them.
I said hello with a smiley face and hurried into the bedroom.
Unexpectedly, on my bed, my mother-in-law was lying on all fours. Hearing my movements, she put her hands on the edge of the bed, exaggerated and screamed and called to sit up.
"My leg hurts so badly, you're going to take me to the hospital tomorrow to check it out and see what's going on?"
My mother-in-law spoke so bluntly, as if I owed her a lot of money.
Looking at her disheveled hair and mud-covered clothes, lying on my bed, I couldn't breathe. A stool at my feet was kicked by me and there was a bang.
The husband walked in, black face, whispered up, no courtesy at all, the big brother and sister-in-law came, and did not know to pour a cup of tea! My mother's legs still hurt, what an attitude you have!
I glared at him fiercely, said nothing, and went straight into the study. Sitting on a stool, tears crackled and fell.
The brother-in-law shouted in the living room, sister-in-law, we are gone, our mother's illness, you will bother.
The husband patted his chest excitedly like drinking chicken blood and said:
Brother-in-law rest assured, there is a small cloud, you will leave nothing to worry about.
Sending my brother and sister-in-law away, I yelled at Liu Lei.
Is there still an end to your family? Are you still not a man? Can you think about it for me? From last year to now, have we stopped at home? You are pushing six two five, what is not the matter, and you are still a good person, what about me?
Physically and mentally exhausted, I didn't even bother to change my clothes, lying on my desk, and the scenes of the past were staged in my mind like a movie.
2
At the age of 24, I was admitted to the county hospital as a nurse.
Although I was only a small nurse, I became the pride of the whole family. My parents talked about their daughter's abilities and worried about my marriage.
In fact, when I was in school, I had a boyfriend who talked for three years, but when I graduated, my mother objected, and finally had to break up.
Although my mother has a gentle personality, there is no room for negotiation on the matter of the object of my conversation.
She said that she couldn't go far from finding her in-laws, which was not good for herself or her family. Because she was married to my father, my grandmother could not see her when she was dying, let alone filial piety.
After she knew I was in a relationship at school, she was adamantly opposed. No matter what, she couldn't let me marry far away, she said she knew too well the pain of marrying far away.
My mother was forced to die, I couldn't help my mother, I could only endure the pain of cutting love, and broke up with my ex-boyfriend.
Three years of love, which can be said to forget, I have not yet come out of that relationship, there is no idea of falling in love at all.
Until the appearance of Liu Lei.
I rented a house near the hospital and sometimes ordered takeout when I was hungry late at work.
That day, when I opened the door and saw the courier brother who handed me the lunch box, I was stunned and couldn't believe my eyes.
It looks too similar to my ex-boyfriend, the sound of speech, the way I walk, even the way I smile, the corners of my mouth are upturned.
I looked at him for a few seconds, and his face turned red.
For the next few days, I ordered takeout. Each time he sent it, and after a few times, we became acquainted.
I knew his name was Liu Lei, two brothers.
My brother farmed at home for a living. He went to vocational college and worked in a factory after graduation, not well paid, but also very busy. So use your spare time to deliver takeaways part-time and increase your income.
How can today's young people be so willing to suffer? My liking for him was immediate.
Even if I got tired of eating takeaways, I still insisted on ordering every night, just so that I could see him more.
One night, I came home from work and flipped the switch and the lights didn't come on.
I anxiously called the property, and the property said that the electrician was off work and had to come to work tomorrow.
I couldn't wait until tomorrow, because tomorrow some students came to my department for internship and asked me to lead the team. I have to prepare the materials well tonight, and I can't mess around tomorrow.
Just when I was at a loss, Liu Lei delivered takeaways.
He went to the house and checked it out, told me to wait a while, and he came when he went. Finished talking and gone.
More than ten minutes later, he came back with two light bulbs. He said that there was nothing wrong with the line, that is, the light bulb was broken.
I looked at him doubtfully?
He said he would also install air conditioners and repair washing machines. The general electrical appliances in the house are made by him.
He stepped sharply on the stool, stood on the table, and changed into a light bulb. The room was instantly bright, and my heart also lit up.
In order to transfer his light bulb money, I added WeChat to him.
3
After that, I suddenly saw him send a photo to the circle of friends one day.
He had his head bandaged and his arms hanging, in the hospital.
I quickly sent him a message.
It turned out that when he delivered food, there was a car accident, several stitches on his head, and a slight fracture in his arm.
Early the next morning, I hurried to the orthopedic department, and as soon as I saw him, my tears could not be controlled, and they rushed down.
Once, my ex-boyfriend accidentally collided with an electric car in order to buy me a Valentine's Day gift, and it was also like this.
My heart, involuntarily, was tugged.
In order not to worry his mother, he did not tell his family.
During that time, my department was not busy, and I went to take care of him when I had time. He was hospitalized for half a month, and I went almost every day.
I was like a demon to him, and his shadow dangled in front of me at night and day. Do I love him? What do you love about him? Just because it's too similar to your ex-boyfriend?
I can't say it, but if I don't see him one day, I will scratch my heart and look confused.
I was open and honest, did not hide, and showed him what I had done before and how I felt about him now.
He couldn't ask for anything, and he had no opinion at all.
When my mother knew that my house was not far from his home, she happily closed her mouth.
With the support of the elderly, we got married smoothly.
My mother almost took out her entire savings of 300,000 yuan, and my mother-in-law gave 100,000 dowry money. Made up 400,000 to make a down payment for a house near the hospital.
But it was this 100,000 dowry that made me a servant of his whole family from now on, worse than a maid!
4
Less than two months after the marriage, the father-in-law suffered a sudden cerebral hemorrhage and needed immediate surgery.
My mother-in-law only took out 2,000 yuan, and grinned at me with a big hand:
You work in the hospital, and the doctor is familiar, accommunation, you should not be exempted, otherwise, the rest of the medicine is also yours.
I couldn't understand liu lei, why did I take the rest of the medical expenses? And the brother? According to rural customs, is it not allowed to be shared equally?
This is not a small disease, the cost of surgery alone will be tens of thousands, and we have just married, where is the money?
The mother-in-law pulled down her face and said:
When your brother got married, the bride price and furniture cost a total of thirty thousand yuan, and when you came here, the glorious gift money was 100,000 yuan, and there were more than 10,000 miscellaneous miscellaneous things. Besides, I also spent tens of thousands of dollars for Liu Lei to go to school, and your brother didn't have any of these.
I negotiated with your brother and sister-in-law, and in the future, your father and I will be sick and long-term disasters, and you will be responsible. First, the place where you live is close to the hospital, and the second is that you work in the hospital, and it is convenient to do things.
Because of this, your brother and sister-in-law promised to give you this dowry money. Liu Lei knows this, he didn't tell you?
After she said this, my whole body was stupid, and it took me half a day to react. I looked at Liu Lei, and I really ate his heart.
The old man is old, who knows what kind of disease he has? How can you say yes and say yes? Not to mention where to get so much money? I couldn't care less about my new daughter-in-law's restraint and cried loudly.
Liu Lei comforted me and said that he would continue to deliver takeaways to make money, and asked me to take out the share of money and mouth change fees collected when I got married, a total of 20,000 yuan, and first asked his father to live in the hospital, don't delay the illness.
Looking at my dying father-in-law, my heart softened and I took out money to pay for his medical expenses.
Fortunately, due to the early discovery, timely treatment, and the father-in-law's insistence on exercise, after a few months, he was able to take care of himself.
But even so, it cost nearly 50,000 yuan before and after, and more than 20,000 of mine was spent, and Liu Lei added more than 20,000.
Through the matter of the father-in-law, coupled with the mother-in-law's unscrupulous nonsense, his seven aunts and eight aunts and distant relatives and neighbors know that I work in the hospital and can find a good doctor.
Even if it is a headache and a cold, you have to call me, either call me a doctor, or shamelessly ask me to find a relationship to give a discount.
I was speechless, I was just a little nurse who had been employed for less than two years, what face did I have? Besides, doctors are the same, out of professional ethics, they will also do their best to show patients.
But if I don't agree, my in-laws will say that I have a big shelf, all in a village, and who will not need anyone in the future?
Liu Lei would say that I did not give him face and told him that it was not easy to talk.
No, I got off the night shift this morning, and before I could finish packing, his cousin went to me. Her child had a cold, so she had to ask me to introduce her to a doctor, help hang up the number, and give the child a liquid before letting me go.
There are so many things like this that I am exhausted and anxious every day.
It was almost noon, and when I arrived home tired, I saw that they had already drunk. My mother-in-law is still lying on my bed, and there is no guest room, can I not be angry?
5
At night, Liu Lei and I lay back to back, and we knew that no one was asleep. I thought to myself that I had to talk to him about it.
The father-in-law suffered a cerebral hemorrhage, although he was not completely paralyzed in bed, he only reluctantly took care of himself. In the second half of his life, he could not earn money, not to mention, he had to take medicine for a long time, and the cost of medicine every month alone was hundreds.
The mother-in-law is getting older and older, and getting sick is also an indispensable thing, just because we can't afford to take the medicine, this matter has to be discussed with the in-laws and sisters-in-law.
I turned over, put my arms around Liu Lei, just wanted to open my mouth, but he pushed me away, saying that tomorrow I was asked to take my mother to the hospital to see my legs first, and he thought about money.
I still couldn't help but want to discuss it with him, but as soon as I said something, he yelled at me impatiently: Don't nag in the middle of the night, sleep!
I had to swallow the words that came to my lips and swallow them raw.
The next morning, Liu Lei transferred me a thousand yuan and asked me to take my mother-in-law to see a doctor.
When I went downstairs, I heard Liu Lei calling from the bottom three to four, saying that if I waited for him for a few more days, I wouldn't delay things, and I would definitely talk about it.
I knew that he had borrowed someone else's money from his father's hospitalization, and they were going to pay the bills again.
I didn't want to hear it, so I turned my head to look at my mother-in-law, and as if she hadn't heard, she twisted her face to the other side.
Helplessly, I had to take my mother-in-law to the hospital.
The doctor checked and said that the meniscus of the mother-in-law's knee joint was badly worn and needed surgery to replace the meniscus.
The county hospital did not have the conditions and had to be transferred to the municipal hospital for treatment.
I told Liu Lei about the situation, he did not believe it, said a leg pain, how can it be such a serious disease?
Without much explanation, I sent my mother-in-law to get in the car and go back to work.
6
On the day of the break, I went directly to my mother's house, and my mother saw that my face was haggard and painful.
I did not hide my grievances, I cried in my mother's arms, told my mother everything, and she also supported my divorce.
She said that she was also old and confused, and always thought that she would find a closer in-laws to have a caretaker, but she did not expect Liu Lei to disregard the small family so much.
In fact, for this marriage, my mother was also very entangled at the beginning. But when she saw that I was like a demon to Liu Lei at that time, her heart was dead, and Liu Lei knew cold and hot to me, so it was not easy to say anything more.
My mom felt that she had broken up my first relationship and couldn't stop me from the second one anymore.
Until later, my mother learned through a distant relative that Liu Lei's mother was strong and his brother and sister-in-law were unreasonable.
Liu Lei has been obedient since he was a child and is a great filial piety. In front of his mother, he didn't dare to come out.
By the time I knew this, I had already received my certificate, and the congratulatory note had already been sent.
If you repent of marriage, your parents are people who want face, where to put your face?
Therefore, my mother asked for the least dowry in Liu Lei's village, 100,000, but almost all of her belongings were taken out, and she must give me a down payment for the house.
I thought that this would block the mouths of his parents and brother-in-law. But he still couldn't meet the satisfaction of his family.
Finally, this disrespectful request was made, and without my knowledge.
Because the last time the father-in-law's hospitalization fee was borrowed by Liu Lei, a few days ago, people wanted to settle accounts and come home. Liu Lei was not at home, I asked for the man's mobile phone number, I want to wait for the salary to be paid, transfer to him.
Unexpectedly, this matter has not passed, and his mother is sick again.
I have communicated with Liu Lei several times, his father's sick money, we came to pay back, but the money spent by his mother's hospitalization, can not be re-discussed, we really can't come up with ah.
Unexpectedly, not only did he not change his intentions in the slightest, but he also felt that I was not filial to his parents, saying that he was disappointed in me.
Since this is the case, you can find your own way, I really can't take care of that much.
I took two days off at my mother's house before I went to work, and I saw his brother-in-law looking east and west at the door of the hall.
His sister-in-law saw me like a savior and ran toward me.
It turned out that his mother was in a bad mood these days and didn't ask his father. His father did not take his medicine on time, fell ill again, came to the hospital again, did not find me in my department, and waited for me at the door.
I'm not in the mood to manage so much, just tell them to go to the hospital according to the normal procedures, and it is useless to find me.
I had just changed my clothes and gone to work when I heard my colleague call out to me, saying that your husband had come to you.
I know that Liu Lei wants me to take care of my father-in-law and help him pay for the hospitalization, but where did I get the money? And I was also at work, and the class was understaffed, so I was already very busy.
I asked him and his brother to go to the hospitalization of his father according to the normal procedures, and now the hospital has monitoring everywhere, the management is strict and open, and I have to go according to the normal procedures.
He glared at me angrily and asked me if I was in this class as if I hadn't.
I also looked back at him and said, the hospital is not opened by my family, what is the point of me going? Can you pay a penny less or why?
As a result, he turned his head and left, and before leaving, he threatened to say, since you are like this, there is nothing to live, divorce!
I really wanted a divorce, and he even brought it up first!
I decided, this time, that if he did what I said, we would have room for relaxation. If he insists on going his own way, listening to the fuck, regardless of the actual situation, we will resist everything. Then I really don't care about any situation, and I'm not afraid of losing people, divorce.
Can the days of perfection last! I have to think for myself too, don't I?