Game for the brave

I always thought that I was a very brave person, until my fall, after being admitted to college, it was like having a life without life control, I just did nothing all day, playing, the role is a pretender who loves to learn but does not learn at all in private, you know, how happy that time was, I lied to myself, let myself keep avoiding, never moving forward, I wanted to try everything but every thing did not make up my mind to fight, I really really have no way, no, I was just a person mixed a very important day, have to live and live is my whole life, until there is a person playing with me every day, there is always a non-stop time to take out to accompany me, at that time I followed him for a long time, but the most beautiful time mixed with the most leisurely life, I quickly left myself behind, is a pity, accompanied by also let me want to get close to him, pick up that kind of future again, life without effort is really a mess, I never thought that everything must be handled one by one, I did not take the trick of life, has not picked up, came I will hide, to try I am anxious, I will roar, I will amplify the move, there is no progress in me, jumped two or three times, until my relatives came to me, I probably began to guide myself to catch the heavy blow of life under his handling, I once had a fever and a cold for two days and two nights, on the third day of the sun sprinkled on my window before I saw the most beautiful sunrise, restored the vitality, but has been lying at home, I am really afraid of the outside things affect the possibility of me playing with him, But he really accepted me, acknowledged me, and for whatever reason, I was happy. I still left myself at home, even if I feel like I'm going to scrap it doesn't matter ᄑ_ᄑ, I really thought it was going to be ruined, the guy who recruited me to work was really thoughtful, he certainly didn't attract my attention at first, thinking that I really wanted to just look for a job rather than have to find a class, his voice was so small at first that I didn't remember getting a call from him, he called a second call the next day, of course I don't know if it's him, the calm he showed during the interview later was really cool, His thoughtful explanation also really made me decide to do this, the most important thing is that I asked how to insist on the subway for an hour and a half, he said that everyone is like this, he said it doesn't matter, it may really not matter, for me it is like this, it makes me have the possibility of moving forward, think too much, rush forward, no accidents. Some people watched others teach them to pull teeth and personally went to battle, and then he hated this and chose something else, his brave tooth extraction did really affect Oh, I also have to work what I like, there is no even.