"To make quick money, there are first times and second times, and then there are many times. I don't take variety shows, I don't take ads, I don't participate in all activities that have nothing to do with acting, I keep my love for acting work, pure acting. ”
It is this principle that makes Yan Bingyan win the best actress several times and become a well-known hard-bone acting school inside and outside the circle.
As long as she gets into the drama, she is no longer Yan Bingyan.
She is Wei ChiLanxin in "Gan Nineteen Sisters", Qian Yehong in "Teeth of Love", Li Baoli in "Ten Thousand Arrows Through the Heart", and Duan Yingjiu in "Opponent".
For example, Duan Yingjiu, when he first appeared, the mixed breath greeted him, and after putting on the police uniform, he was full of righteousness, which can be called textbook acting.
Acting is so resistant, there are still many audiences, can open their mouths to call out the name of the character, but do not know that her name is Yan Bingyan.
27 years after her debut, Yan Bingyan wants this, so that the audience can forget her and remember that the role is her success.
At the age of 49, the so-called mid-aged actress crisis she does not care, she always warns herself: do not forget the original heart.
01
In 1972, Yan Bingyan was born in Beijing to a family of scholars, and the clan was a descendant of Yan Hui.
Her name was taken by her grandmother, which means auspicious and peaceful, spreading her wings and flying, autumn to spring, often chanting kindness.
Her busy parents sent her back to her hometown in Qufu to be taken care of by her grandparents.
Qufu's rich cultural atmosphere and local customs have a nearly perfect fusion in Yan Bingyan.
She is knowledgeable but bold and atmospheric, and she still has the stubbornness of a Shandong woman in her bones.
When she was 6 years old, Yan Bingyan returned to Beijing to go to school, and when she arrived home, she found that she had an extra sister.
Infancy, is the best time to establish a relationship with parents, it is clear that Yan Bingyan missed it.
What's more, there is a younger sister waiting for Yan Bingyan to take care of, she and her parents have always had a sense of alienation, and she always feels out of place at home.
Especially when her parents blamed her for her negligence towards her sister, she felt more like an outsider.
At home, she is not happy at school, because she speaks a strong Shandong dialect, and Yan Bingyan is often ridiculed by her classmates.
She is not good at words, she has her own principles: endure and endure, when she can't bear it, she will strike immediately!
The beaten classmates naturally refused to give up, and when the parents found Yan Bingyan's parents, she naturally could not avoid being beaten up.
Yan Bingyan has been very independent since she was a child, and when she was 11 years old, she decided to apply for the Beijing Song and Dance Troupe when she loved singing.
Although she did not learn dance, Yan Bingyan had a soft body, good singing, and a clever and beautiful person, and was successfully admitted.
After studying in the troupe for 8 years, Yan Bingyan became a professional dancer.
At the age of 19, she has her own income, and she can also sing outside and make money by shooting wall calendars, and Yan Bingyan feels unprecedented freedom.
She fell in love early, smoked, rebelled, and got rid of a problem girl, and her parents did not worry less about her.
02
In 1994, the song and dance troupe had a chance to go abroad, and Yan Bingyan was not selected.
As the saying goes, where misfortune and blessing depend, good opportunities fall from the sky.
The director of the movie "The Hunt for the Wolves" saw her wall calendar and invited her to audition.
Yan Bingyan was a little nervous, after all, she had never been exposed to acting, but the director was confident.
Most of the scenes in the film are action scenes, and the director believes that Yan Bingyan, as a dancer, has no problem at all.
Yan Bingyan, 22 years old, accidentally stepped into the performance industry.
As a layman, the first work is the heroine, and many times people still need opportunities to complete.
After that, Yan Bingyan starred in the heroine of "Drinking Horse Flowing Flower River" and received an invitation from "Gan Nineteen Sisters".
The heroine of "Gan Nineteen Sisters" was originally reserved for Yan Bingyan, but she felt that the female second lieutenant Chi Lanxin was more suitable for him, so she insisted on playing the female second.
Facts have proved that Yan Bingyan's choice is not wrong, and she really fell in love with performance after becoming popular by Wei Chilanxin.
03
In 1998, just as Yan Bingyan's career was getting better, her mother suddenly fell ill, a rare undifferentiated connective tissue disease.
All along, Yan Bingyan thought that she was indifferent to her mother, and when she heard the doctor say, "You only have three years left", Yan Bingyan fell into the abyss.
She knew that her feelings for her mother had already gone deep into the marrow.
How can the short-lived estrangement in childhood be able to rival the connection between mother and daughter?
Yan Bingyan took her mother to find the best hospital and doctor in Beijing, and on the day of the operation, Yan Bingyan guarded the operating room and was uneasy, and spent seven hours at the door.
She gave up her contract outside of Beijing and spent all her spare time taking care of her mother.
Yan Bingyan's mother suffered from a rare disease, medical expenses were expensive, and the money Yan Bingyan earned from filming in those years was useless, and she had to borrow money everywhere until she owed hundreds of thousands of yuan.
That's hundreds of thousands of people in the 90s, which is really a high debt.
Looking at such a sensible daughter, Yan Bingyan's mother was very relieved, and her biggest expectation was to see her daughter put on a wedding dress.
In the cognition of parents, only by starting a family can we complete the task of raising children.
Yan Bingyan began to fall in love at the age of 17, and she still remembers her first love boyfriend, the sweet aftertaste of pulling a small hand for several years.
I have also lost myself for love, wearing clothes that the other party likes, doing things that the other party likes, but still not keeping love.
Her boyfriend has been robbed by others, and she has inadvertently become a "third party", quietly retreating after understanding the truth and not hurting anyone.
From 1998 to 2005, Yan Bingyan seized every opportunity to fall in love, and she said that her psychology was a bit perverted at that time.
She is bent on fulfilling her mother's wishes, anxious to marry herself out, the purpose is very strong, will suddenly propose marriage to the other party, and as a result, several boyfriends have been scared away.
Yan Bingyan is low-key but frank, and she never deliberately conceals her emotional experience.
Debuted for many years, the circle once rumored her and Li Naiwen's scandal, she very frankly denied.
Yan Bingyan and Li Naiwen are real "buddies", they have an Aquarius, a Sagittarius, there are too many similarities, and they are the most suitable friends.
Wang Jianning, the only boyfriend in the circle that Yan Bingyan has ever admitted, has also filmed together after the breakup.
Yan Bingyan and Wang Jianning met during the filming of "Human Worm" and remained friends after peacefully breaking up.
Once, when the two met at a party, Wang Jianning, who was embarrassed, said: I tell you Yan Bingyan, you can't marry this character, why do you want a man? We've both been better for a few years, and I don't think I'm of any use!
From Wang Jianning's words, it can be seen that what he likes should be a girl who is a bird and a person, and Yan Bingyan, who is too independent, cannot meet his emotional needs.
Everything can be done by herself, too independent, Yan Bingyan may not give the other party a sense of accomplishment and the feeling of being adored and dependent, many men enjoy such a feeling.
04
In 2005, Yan Bingyan's mother still left with regrets and did not see her daughter get married and start a family.
Although her mother lived 5 years longer than the doctor predicted, Yan Bingyan was still heartbroken, and she lost only more than 80 pounds every day.
The early death of her mother made her heart full of regrets, unable to eat and swallow and sleep at night, and even some depression.
Until "Teeth of Love" found her, she allowed herself to fully immerse herself in the role to anesthetize herself, from the age of 16 to the age of 36, she was released inside and outside the play.
It was also this movie that once again made Yan Bingyan win the award, when she was 35 years old.
If she hadn't spent 7 years with her mother, her achievements might have been higher, but even if she had 1,000 more choices, she would still choose to accompany her mother.
In 2012's "Ten Thousand Arrows Through the Heart", the difficult and bumpy life of Li Baoli, who has suffered a lot, was interpreted by Yan Bingyan to be three points into the wood, so that the audience will not forget it for a long time.
With this film, Yan Bingyan won 8 awards and added another classic masterpiece.
In fact, when she received the invitation to this movie, Yan Bingyan was unwell and wanted to rest for some time, but after seeing the script, she was really moved and unwilling to give up.
Literary and art films are tightly funded, Yan Bingyan let the director give as much as she can give, she takes over the play, and the remuneration is never the deciding item.
Li Xian, who played her son in the movie, is now a popular student, and his acting skills were still jerky at that time.
At that time, Li was still studying at the Beijing Film Academy, which was his first film, and Yan Bingyan gave him a lot of guidance and help, allowing him to grow rapidly.
05
Recently, "Opponent" is being broadcast, Yan Bingyan has switched freely between two completely different roles, and many viewers have been impressed by her acting skills.
Finally, some viewers remembered Yan Bingyan's name.
Many directors have advised Yan Bingyan to play a role that is easy for the audience to remember, but she does not think so.
She likes to play a variety of different roles, and it feels like it's a pleasure to walk through different roles.
Unfortunately, every time her role is subverted, it is not seen by the audience.
In recent years, Yan Bingyan has been fully engaged in acting, reading and traveling in her spare time, and she has not been in love for a long time.
She didn't reject love, nor was she incapable of love, she just didn't meet someone who set her free.
Yan Bingyan said that she would not go to the other half for the sake of age, fertility and other issues, love came is lucky, and it is safe not to come.
For work, Yan Bingyan never planned, nor did she have the so-called midlife crisis and anxiety of actresses.
She believes that as she gets older, she becomes more and more in control of her characters and can control more genres.
She does not make quick money, refuses to do activities other than acting, does not aggrieved herself for money, and does not even care about remuneration, as long as the role is good, she will do her best to act.
She doesn't have the high income of a star, but she has been doing charity in a low-key manner, and this year she received a charity list trophy.
Yan Bingyan's grandmother is 97 years old and still in good health, and she often returns to her hometown in Shandong to visit her "fairy grandmother", and her grandmother is always happy to see her.
She said that she lived to be 80 years old and acted to 80 years old, and as for fame and fortune, it would be good to be able to support her family and treat her father and grandmother well.