How love should be defined

#Love is a verb # I am a 96-year-old novice mom, due to the longing for love and the yearning for marriage, in October 16 I got married, yes, the love at the beginning was indeed very beautiful, until the next four years are still particularly enviable, in the eyes of people I married a good husband, it is indeed very good, but the age gap makes me feel more and more that I am just a little girl in his eyes, I only care about happiness every day. Happy is that in the 17 years of the New Year we have a little cute, belongs to the unexpected surprise, hurry in the New Year gift we will all protect her well, in December belongs to our marriage witness of the little princess was born, two cries let me have the excitement of a new mother. 20-year-old I am still a child and indeed ushered in a smaller child, suddenly feel busy, stress multiplied, mood also began to change, fortunately I have a love for my parents and grandmother, they will help me take care of the children together, slowly the mood has improved. For various reasons, the milk powder that the child ate from birth, when I was four months old, I came into contact with society from a new time, and I didn't feel anything in the first year, and the mood when I went home to see my child every time I started the second year was really bad, and the mood that I wanted to accompany and couldn't really ... Not because of how uneconomical it is, but it is too hard to get paid by physical strength, and the words of two people are better, and we need to work harder as long as the children live a little better in the future, and there will be sacrifices, so they go back and forth for three years. At the age of kindergarten, I made a selfish decision for my husband, accompanying children at home, obviously every child sees the same happiness of the mother, three years I lack companionship for you, from now on the mother is not absent, the beginning of the mother's filial piety to the slow chicken flying dog jump, I am learning how to be a good mother, the previously missing love to make up for her, but in the process of love is easy to lose direction, slowly get along in the process we are completely integrated into each other, But some of the behavior of the children I began to worry, such as will not be able to reach out and hit people, like the things in the hands of others have to buy back, but also like to mess around, but it is true that the children can not be too much to ask after all, only three years old, but the old saying is good, with the right red, just hope that she is excellent in everything. From the beginning of the reasoning to the later scare and then to the later action, all failed, I began to feel desperate and collapsed, this is just a three-year-old child, thirteen years old and twenty-three years old what to do, the more I think about it, the more afraid I am. At night, after the children fall asleep, do they think that it is only the children's problem, is there no mother? Three-year-old children began to learn to imitate adults, there may be inadvertent moments we are her thank you behavior of the teaching materials, I began to reflect on whether I as a mother has done a good job, whether there is an example, perhaps the love that was anxious to make up for the lack of love at that time made her feel that what she did Mother would not say to me, what to do will be taken, the correct love and doting will always make every mother lost and sink, will always confuse them, learning is easy to correct, and it is once again difficult to be difficult in the study of love. I hope that the novice mom like me will give love correctly, don't spoil, love will never be late. I also hope that the seniors will give more advice and help support, thank you!