I am 28 years old, I grew up in a more traditional family, my parents instilled in me the education is to be clean, self-reliant and independent, so when I went to school, my grades have always been among the best, and later I also went to a good university. Seeing other people on campus always feel like they're wasting their time, and I still spend my main energy on studying.
After graduation, I only talked about my first relationship, and broke up after half a year, the reason is that the boy thinks I am too indifferent, sometimes ask me out I also push it off because I am busy, and I have no feeling of being in love with me at all, he really can't stand it and proposes to separate, and I accept it frankly.

After that, in the matter of feelings, I did not seek too deliberately, I felt that love was unattainable, I believe that one day the right person will suddenly appear, but until last year I was still single, then my parents were a little anxious, began to entrust people to introduce me to the object, when I went home to arrange a blind date for me, it seemed as if I could not get married.
Not long ago one morning to go to work, I was on the bus looking out the window with headphones to listen to songs, suddenly a handsome boy handed me a note, I looked at the boy, he was blushing with shame, I did not know so I still took the note, just arrived at the station The boy hurriedly got off the car, I opened the note and saw that it read: "Beauty, I often see you in the car, can we make a friend?" "The back is still contact information, I recalled that the boy looks OK, his age is indeed not very small, so decided to give each other a chance, according to the above contact information to add his WeChat." Soon the boy passed, he first introduced himself, his name is Zhang Liang, he is doing finance in a trading company, I also briefly introduced myself, so that we can even know.
In fact, in the past few years, I have also summarized myself, thinking that I may not be enthusiastic enough for people, so after knowing Zhang Liang, I try to improve myself, and Zhang Liang is an energetic guy, whether it is after work or work every day, always talk to me on the Internet, sometimes it is very late at night I want to sleep He has not stopped the meaning, I can only insist on accompanying. On the weekend, Zhang Liang also asked me out every time, went to the movies, ate Western food, visited the mall, through this period of interaction I think Zhang Liang is a good person, very careful with me, spending money is also generous, is a man worthy of trust for life.
Last weekend night we went to eat a special seafood, and then went to Brother K, it was already eleven thirty when it was over, because it was a little far from where I lived, Zhang Liang proposed to let me not go back, to open a room in the hotel, I know what he meant, he also hinted before, but I felt inappropriate, I still think that chastity is the most beautiful dowry like many people, I want to stay after marriage, so I refused, he also wanted to persuade me, I insisted on not agreeing, and finally I took a taxi back home.
After going back, I thought I should still explain it to Zhang Liang, hoping that he could understand, so I called over, I don't know where he is again, it is very noisy, and he just seems to be drunk, yelling at me, gibberish, one of the sentences I heard clearly, he said: "You are an old maid who runs fast, don't you feel ashamed?" ”
In an instant, my heart was cold, I didn't expect her to be such a person, should I go back to being single again?