Childhood memories 6 – high school

What do I want to recall today? I suddenly thought of my high school days, the past of that time.

After entering high school, we really had a big gap with the children in the county when we came out of the village. First of all, when we first entered high school, we really had very few classmates at the same school, so we needed to rebuild our circle of friends, and they entered high school from two experimental primary schools in the county, and their promotion rate was much higher than ours, so you can imagine that there will be many friends. In an unfamiliar environment, I always want to find someone to rely on, but all I can rely on is my family. I don't know what kind of person I was then, but I now define my former self as a grumpy, sensitive, lonely person. I remember once I called my sister, tried many times without getting through (maybe the phone number was wrong) I was very angry, that look should be able to eat everyone. If I lose my temper, I will be directly exposed to my face, and I can directly show the murderous spirit of not being close to people. I am a person who does not have much ability, it should be very inferior, but I am the kind of person who wants to express myself more, which may have something to do with my family environment (my mother is more aggressive, but she will only work hard, and there is very little time to think about life). The life of the second year of high school really almost crushed me, because I was a little more inclined to science, Chinese and English have always been my weaknesses, physics because I did not lay a good foundation in the second year of junior high school, and the cute math difficulty was too big, which directly led to my total collapse. My face kept getting up and blackheads, squeezing my face full of red bumps, maybe the pressure was too much and I often had nightmares, as if my whole center of gravity had deviated, and I had become nervous all day, as if I felt that I could channel. Now think back to the state at that time should be their own mental abnormality, a month off home or as usual life did not show up, usually and my mother called to say that I can't sleep, nightmares maybe she didn't think about it, but my mother also asked others how to solve the problem of not being able to sleep, and did not really understand from the heart why I can't sleep, why I always have nightmares. This can't be blamed on her, after all, the limited knowledge does not understand the psychological counseling in this regard. My mom is a person who is not good at communication, and the lives of the three of us are generally taken care of by my mom, but it is conceivable that we are all people who are not good at expressing ourselves (I often say that I have low emotional intelligence). After experiencing a painful sophomore life in high school, he finally fell from the key class when he started his third year of high school. In fact, the size of the child's ability is really not what we can bear at that age, there are always people who say that there is any pressure to go to school, cold or hot is not to enjoy the blessing. The more parents who do not pay attention, do not care, and do not understand, the greater the pressure on the child in school, because the child does not know how to change the status quo of not adapting, will not go to the pressure of self-psychological counseling, but the performance will be worse and worse, and this vicious circle will be formed. After the key class, I found a new friend, A smile on my face, and I felt that learning was not so difficult, and I put my focus on learning again, but time has passed, and the wasted year can never be made up, so my math and physics are not all, but a good piece is not good, which led to my darker senior review life. I needed to write about the experience of my senior year of high school alone, and when I briefly mentioned this past in front of others, I would cry like rain. I hope that parents can pay more attention to the growth and development of their children's psychology, not only to give money when hungry, but also to buy clothes in the cold, and not to think that the children's high school problems I will not, and let the children bear all this alone. At present, not only will learning be delayed, but the far away should have a greater impact. Did you have a hidden past in your high school years?