Do you have a baby to accompany？

The more you miss something, the more you like something. I like dolls, I like them from the bottom of my heart, but I don't buy my favorite dolls home, I will restrain myself, just like my likes are also full of restraint...

No matter what you do, you can't completely let go, this is the trouble that has always been troubled, every tiny detail of childhood, every little bit of inner desire, every time you are not understood is the key node to cast a character growth. How I have not hated my own personality, hesitation, self-doubt, lack of self-confidence, desire to be noticed, expect to be affirmed... Every repressed child, the flame of repression of a rebellion will grow by an inch, and will not disappear with the end of puberty, the increase of age, this rebellion will be engraved in the body and rubbed into the blood, unlike other adolescent rebellious children, they are only passing through that stage of hormone secretion, and the repressed people are only hidden under various pressures and age. This kind of unsurpassable rebellion will delay the ageing in the heart, even if you are doing what you should do at an age, but there is always a slash that cannot be crossed, there will always be something destructive in the heart, I don't know if it will be eliminated in my lifetime, or it will accompany my life, holding back and twisting. I want to escape and get rid of it, but I am involved in the bondage...

People who are willing to give affirmation to others are full of light like the sun... I envy today's children, who are free-spirited and have parents who are willing to get along with them as friends.

A friend said a classic saying: when you are happy when you are young, you drink, and when you grow up, you drink to be happy. When friends say this sentence, everyone who listens to it for the first time thinks it is funny, but everyone who listens to it will remember it deeply, and when they look back, they feel that it is really right, and I remember it the first time I listened to it. That's probably why I'm obsessed with alcohol. There are many dolls in the family, large and small, never thrown one, have been accompanied for many years, each doll has a source, regardless of people, only feel that every doll is filling the heart will never give birth to the heart of discard. Maybe it was once the ultimate desire. Before writing this article, I had never found that none of the dolls in the house were bought for myself, and I think my spiritual prosperity began with giving myself a doll.

Some people spend their lives to heal their childhood, and some people are cured by childhood all their lives. I hope you all don't need to be healed, I want to be healed, I want to have the ability to heal myself.