Sanmao said in "Send You a Horse":
For me, the horse represents many profound meanings and realms, and it is not easy to have. The shape of the horse weaves the majestic, mysterious and at the same time clear life of the supreme beauty. Moreover, his appearance is lined with background. Every time I think of any horse, a leaping horse, that agitated ecstasy, there is no other emotion that can be replaced.
She also said that she wanted to give everyone a horse, of course, the kind of horse that was raised in the heart and hidden in the dream.
In the latest issue of "Strange Encounters in the Corner of the World", Ouyang Nana and Liu Mintao went to Litang and met Ding Yizhou and his wife Lai Min, who suffered from congenital penguin disease.
In order to see the scenery that he had never met in the rest of his girlfriend's life, Ding Yizhou set off from Liuzhou with Lai Min and walked out of a "heart" on the map of China, and now they have rooted in Tibet, opened an inn, married, and had a cute baby.
Originally thought that this episode would be touched by their love, but I did not expect to be healed by Lai Min's vitality.
Tagore said:
"Life kisses me with pain, but it wants me to repay it with a song."
For Lai Min, it is life that kisses me with pain, and I want to repay it with a song.
In the program, on their way to a Tibetan wedding, Ding Yizhou told Liu Mintao that he seemed to see the envy of their two loves in Liu Mintao's eyes.
Liu Mintao's eyes were red, and Ding Yizhou said that this was not the case, because many people did not understand what kind of person he was.
When everyone is lamenting that Lai Min was lucky to meet such a dedicated man as Ding Yizhou, I think it is because of Lai Min's existence that Ding Yizhou has been achieved.
In the relationship between the sexes, "being needed" is an emotional need to prove the sense of self-existence, and it is also a process of self-worth realization.
Without the existence of Lai Min, I don't know if Ding Yizhou would have a direction in life, or where he might wander, because his Lai Min life is no longer blind, and because of Lai Min, he has become the horse in his heart.
He said on the show that he liked dogs and horses because they were loyal. When he was middle-aged, he had a horse, and the life span of the horse was thirty years, and when the horse's life came to an end, he was almost there.
Somehow I suddenly remembered that the rich man in Yu Hua's "Alive", an old man and an old cow walking in the sunset, this life is no longer good and needs to have a companion.
So in Ding Yizhou's inner world, it should be a lonely prodigal son, and Lai Min let him find his belonging.
The general public has the shadow of Ding Yizhou, lonely and lonely is always looking, and always wandering away from the world, although the body is sound, but the heart is always broken, until it meets someone like Lai Min, who has a rich heart, he knows how to perceive the beauty of life.
The most tearful thing is what Lai Min said to Liu Mintao, Liu Mintao asked her what kind of animal she thought the horse was, she said that the horse is free, you can't tame it, you put it back into the grassland, after a few decades, you come back to find it, it will recognize you, but it will never submit to you.
She seemed to be talking about horses, as if she was talking about Ding Yizhou, and she was also talking about herself.
She told Liu Mintao that people always have to return to real life, and maybe she is the person who haunts Liu Mintao's soul.
When we see this, we can't control ourselves a little, we all long for freedom, long for a carefree dream life.
She saw through Liu Mintao's escape, and also saw through her inner wounds.
To return to real life is to face life.
We are not her, and God has given her another life while taking away part of her life.
Zweig said:
She was too young to know all the gifts of fate, and she had already secretly marked the price.
So finally she said to Liu Mintao:
See you in heaven.
Every impermanence in life will give people a chance to sublimate their souls, and every transparency is also bought because of countless disappointments.
Finally, Lai Min wrote a letter to himself.
She said she was a contradiction, wishing she could live a loud life and wishing she were an invisible person who would have nothing to disturb the world.
She said:
Pull back the curtain of this world, follow the world and say hello softly, hello, I'm here, hello, I'm gone, that's all. We couldn't do anything, so we simply didn't do anything.
In the face of suffering, how we hope that the world will forget about ourselves, but in the face of every time we find the value of our own existence, we hope to be known by many people and blessed by many people.
How insatiable we are, greedily hoping that we will always be happy and happy, and resenting and dissatisfied with the injustice that fate has given us.
In fact, as Lai Min said, in fact, we have no choice but to break free of the gifts given by fate, especially if we are struggling, it is better to accept it calmly.
How long have I not asked myself:
Dear self, are you okay?
If you can't get the answer for a while, it may be really bad, after all, happiness is like a fog that rises up, and you can't hide your desire to make everyone feel it.
So please be kind to yourself and love yourself a little now. Life is only once, we should shine more, warm ourselves and give warmth to others at the same time.
Sanmao said:
When we are thirty years old, we should not rush to the fifty years old, when we are born, we do not have to look forward to the coming of death, all this will always come.
Live well, don't fight, the best results will always come when your expectations wane.
May you be a man with a horse in your heart, galloping for thousands of miles, and always free.