The story of marriage - the storm on the flat ground

I have been a stay-at-home mom for 5 years and have a daughter who is in kindergarten at the age of three. The most important thing every day is to make dinner, and today is the weekend when the kids are picked up by grandparents and let's pick them up again on Sunday night. Originally, I wanted to go out with my husband Qiangzi to eat, watch a movie at night, and live in the world of two people. In the afternoon, Hadron called to say that he would not come back for dinner at the end of the meeting, although I was not happy to spit out a sentence, "Your company will have a lot of meetings, several times a week." "But still accept this reality, otherwise what to do?"

A person at night I don't know what to eat well, is thinking about the phone ringing, a look is my sister calling, our sisters sisters are five years younger than me, this Chinese New Year's Eve years old, still young like in their early twenties, cheerful and lively, I am busy answering: "Sister where are you?" ”

"What about at home, what?") As I answered, I walked toward the refrigerator, ready to fry a steak for dinner.

The sister paused and said, "I saw my brother-in-law's car." "I laughed and said no, your brother-in-law is in a meeting."

The sister said seriously, "Really, I really saw it." ”

My heart sank, I suddenly felt dry mouth, and I vaguely felt that something was happening, so I asked busily, "Where did you see it?" ”

My sister said urgently: "I saw my brother-in-law's car driving by on my way home from work, and the passenger seat of the car was a woman in red, who didn't look like you." ”

I smiled and said, "Maybe it's their company that will send their colleagues home after the meeting." ”

The sister smiled and said, "Oh, my brother-in-law is really busy, and I rarely see my brother-in-law at your house recently." Let's go shopping tomorrow, shall we? There is a Japanese restaurant in Wanhui Plaza that is quite authentic."

"It's been a bit of a few days, next time I'll invite you"

"Sister," sister said in a sly elongated voice.

I wasn't in the mood to respond to my sister, and after hanging up the phone, it was dark. I unscrewed the floor lamp next to the couch, and the pale yellow light spilled on the floor, and I suddenly felt that life was out of control. Recently, the hadron always returned late or overtime or meeting, although I complained from time to time, but it was not easy for him to earn money outside, housework did not let him intervene, the chandelier bulb in the living room was broken a few days ago, I stepped on the small wooden ladder to change it myself.

As a full-time wife over the years, I have less and less self-confidence, do not make money to buy anything to pay the husband, spend money afraid of hands and feet, clothes are cheaper and cheaper to buy two hundred clothes basically do not look, cosmetics are also some of the most basic moisturizers, all day thinking about the husband and children three meals a day, their own life is almost desireless.

Subconsciously grabbed the phone, just dialed a few numbers suddenly stopped, connected to say something, in case something really happened how I responded, I had a strong sense of crisis for the first time. For the first time, I became acutely aware of the unwiseness of being a full-time wife. After two hours, my husband has not yet come home, I have to endure not to make a call, the chest is stuffy, at 11 o'clock in the evening, the hadron finally opened the door and came in, the hadron is Chinese New Year's Eve five years old this year is in the prime of the year, faded away from the green has a little mature refinement, perhaps just ended a pleasant date, look happy.

He looked at me sitting on the couch and looked at him faintly, and said, "You don't have to wait for me, if you sleep I will gently enter the bedroom." ”

I pretended to be indifferent and asked, "What's the meeting today?"

Hadron said that "the business progress of various departments is reported, and the business development of various departments affected by the epidemic is not ideal" Hadron frowned with concern.

I couldn't help but smile coldly any longer, and turned to go to the bathroom, leaving Hadron standing in the living room wondering. I hadn't figured out what to do yet, and I knew that if I told his sister that there was a woman in the passenger seat, and hadron had a whole bunch of reasons to explain, I couldn't possibly know the truth!

Hot water poured out of the shower, and I finally shed tears.