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Thirty-year-old me stood at the crossroads, hesitating! Qingqiu wrote in yichang, Hubei Province

author:Kiyoaki Hekino

Hello, hello everyone, I am Biye Qingqiu, Hubei Yichang people, hometown Dangyang, like to write, a little broken thoughts!

To tell you the truth, I don't like this job much, but I like the purity of standing by the river every afternoon and looking into the distance! Thirty-year-old me, clearly understand that work is work, there is not so much glass heart, there is not so much indignation, live in their own world, among colleagues, no one has the obligation to tolerate dedication!

Thirty-year-old me stood at the crossroads, hesitating! Qingqiu wrote in yichang, Hubei Province

A few pieces of gold, quietly silent!

I think my current situation is very strange, like at a crossroads, I need to make some choices, but I don't know how to choose, my eyes are blank, I don't know where to go! Speaking from the heart, I'm afraid I can't afford to lose!

If I were twenty years old, I would certainly not hesitate, no matter which way it is, go and say, love it! But now, the years have not only stolen my face, but also stolen my courage not to be afraid.

Thirty-year-old me stood at the crossroads, hesitating! Qingqiu wrote in yichang, Hubei Province

Autumn leaves are dotted and charming for the eyes!

Often lament that the living beings around them are so young and energetic, and in addition to sighing, they will sigh the distance between themselves and their existence, that kind. Contradictions fill your heart, you want to change, but you know that there is nothing you can do!

The most impressive thing is the death of my uncle and sister-in-law, before that, I was always positive and sunny, and I looked forward to the future all day! However, when I went through their affairs, I found that not only myself, but all of our people and things, were just a drop in the ocean, and there was no so-called special case! Where to come from, where to go, when to come, when to go, fate is not up to me!

Thirty-year-old me stood at the crossroads, hesitating! Qingqiu wrote in yichang, Hubei Province

The night is slightly drunk, intoxicating!

Slowly, I stopped clinging to something as I used to, and I didn't like to argue with people, because it was meaningless! I began to feel that I should learn to make myself happy after taking on my due obligations, because happiness is the most rare!

Maybe the mentality of this thing, is originally very mysterious, this time, the other time, no one can say clearly, I just want to live in the present first! If you think about it again, it is in vain!

Thirty-year-old me stood at the crossroads, hesitating! Qingqiu wrote in yichang, Hubei Province

A little hazy, the shadow is still there!

Like to write, just simply like the arrangement and combination of words, like to write down their own immature psychological activities, do not want to be angry, do not want to flatter, just like this, even if the world is independent!

I am Biye Qingqiu, Hubei Yichang people, if you like my article, you can like comments or pay attention to it! Thank you!