You're already an adult, don't lose your soul because of a little emotional problem. You can have a bad love; but you can't indulge yourself in a rotten life.
A lot of times wrong is wrong, missed is missed. Don't be delusional about who will be waiting for you all the time, and don't be delusional that goodbye is compensation. If avoidance can solve the problem, then there is probably no problem in the world that cannot be solved.
Feelings are a little frustrated because you are mature; life encounters some dangers that make you stronger. Most of the ditches and bumps in life have no malice, just want you to go up to a higher level to enjoy a better life, don't live up to the good intentions of fate for you.
Come to my house tonight, my parents are not at home, this is probably the most shy sentence of my youth.
Everyone is the same, there is a period of solitude, long or short, this is unavoidable. You don't always have to feel that life is empty, rest assured, a moment of loneliness just means that you deserve better.
I hope you can find someone who can understand your seriousness, appreciate your enthusiasm, protect your simplicity, see through your sadness, and tolerate everything about you.
Whoever you meet, he is the one who should appear in your life, no accident, he will definitely teach you something. So I also believe that wherever I go, that's where I should go, to experience something I should experience, to meet someone I should meet.