It's windy, and I'm still there

My idol, to be precise, I never thought of her as my idol, but simply as an ordinary girl.

The first time I saw her, it was a meteor shower in 2008, she was agile, she was lovely, she was innocent, she was kind, she was arrogant, she was vulnerable, her smile, her tears, the way she was angry. She was like an alien visitor, stunning the whole summer of 2008. That year, she was 17 years old, and it caused a sensation across the Internet, and the fire was a mess. I was 17 years old

In 2010, she made it to the big screen. Dressed in neon clothes, she is known as the most beautiful little fairy on the big screen in the past 10 years. The title also became her label, the year she was 19 years old.

Later, I rarely saw her works, and all that came out were her various lace news. ‘

Plastic surgery, love, breakup. Every time it was vigorous, as a fan of hers, every time I pinched a handful of sweat for her. Mourn their misfortunes, and anger them.

Later, she was the Xiangling of the Ancient Sword Qitan, the little sister of the flower, the Pei Weiwei who smiled in the city, and every time she appeared, whether it was a work or a variety show, she was the focus of the topic, and she returned to the audience's vision, but she was still the top stream. She was 24 years old.

And then came the exposure of the relationship, the breakup, and the writing of the book. Everything she does can become the focus of public discussion and a bellwether of public opinion. As a fan, I jumped back and forth between repeatedly taking off the powder and returning to the powder.

Her last love directly buried her acting career. Seeing the hot search, I was actually not shocked by what happened to her, because as a fan, I know her too well.

In 12 years, she was no longer the little girl she was. 12 years was too long, so long that she lost herself for love.

And I, for 13 years, like her, may be more, many people say that I am a brain fan, maybe I am, but I have no choice. When I sang Xu Fei's I want to fly in KTV, not whose wings, the embrace is a distant place that cannot be stopped" "When I can't help but cry, I know that this person I have loved for a whole youth will also be the person I love for a lifetime."

I don't know if this article can be passed, but I still want to write it to her. I want to tell her that no matter what the outside world evaluates, in my heart, you will always be a kind and simple Chu Yuxing.