The earliest contact with the related works of Xingye is the Journey to the West. It would have been in junior high school, probably around 2002. Nostalgic people will always associate the joys and sorrows of the past, and even attachments, with the people and things they experienced at that time; then, when they find that they can never go back, they will look for people and things at that time to soothe the nostalgia for the past. This may be called: seeing things and thinking of others, or seeing others thinking of oneself.
No experience, just happiness
On the book stall at the entrance of the school, almost casually flipped through, you can see the sentence "There was once a sincere love placed in front of me", and this sentence just caters to the obscurity, ignorance, and rebellion of youth. At that time, for this kind of nonsense humor, it only stayed in curiosity and fun: curious is so grounded in the "lower riba" culture, can appear in books and movies; interesting is that these words about emotion, after such a combination, do not feel affectionate, but become a kind of entertainment.
The Fairy Tale of the Journey to the West
This is my "first experience of the stars", a very shallow feeling, but it gives a lot of simple happiness in youth.
Growing up, painful understanding
College time is the easiest day, no teacher to manage, not to be pressured by homework; but college time, but the most painful day, quietly, everyone is being transformed.
Here, I have seen almost all the classic films of Star Lord. "Counting Dead Grass", "Hundred Variable Star Jun", "Domestic LingLing Lacquer", "God of Food", "Nine Pin Sesame Officer", "King of Destruction", "Wu Zhuangyuan Su Qi'er", "Journey to the West".
But my favorite is "The King of Comedy" and That Bentanishlovsky's "Self-Cultivation of Actors.".
A small city dweller, except for the persistence of dreams, almost nothing. This is very much like us who will just enter society.
Not soaked in the big dye vat of society, full of simplicity and passion; family, friendship, love, as well as hobbies, careers, for us, are pure. We naively think that as long as we work hard, there is no end that cannot be reached.
Until, because of frivolity, impetuousness, and self-righteousness, he was pressed to the ground and rubbed by the system. But it's not wrong to be young and crazy.
Until, because of the blank eyes, denial, and sneering, he was forced into a corner and snubbed by the powerful. But on the verge of collapse, the original intention is still there.
That's not how we grew up.
For ideals, between persistence and abandonment, there has been a struggle; for opportunity, between gain and loss, humility has been; for faith, between perseverance and betrayal, struggle.
At last
Between a colorful life and a bleak survival; look for the closest position to balance after persistence.
Between the hot ideal and the cold reality; look for the place closest to the heart after compromise.
After exaggeration, it is rare to be confused
Every stretch of the road, there will be people and things; let us grow.
And the broader the vision, the easier it is to accept things other than their own cognition. Tolerance is great.
Therefore, growth should not be utilitarian. For example, for students, it is not fun, it is equal to waste, nor is it buried in hard reading to be worthy of the harvest; and the best sword move is actually no trick in the heart. Do nothing, don't deliberately exert yourself, insist on what you should insist on, gain or lose my life, and be rich and noble in the sky.
After that, do your best.
After that, there was no comedy.