The same is the fallen man of the end of the world

The other day, I saw an article in the headlines, written by an accountant. She graduated and was assigned to a state-owned enterprise, and later laid off, and her own experience in various private enterprises.

How similar. She was two years older than me, and the experience of our contemporaries was almost copy-paste.

At that time, secondary school was a well-known existence, from junior high school to secondary school, it would be distributed, from agricultural grain to commodity grain, becoming a person of the state, is a golden cadre identity.

I entered our local finance school known as "Little Tsinghua" with excellent results, and was the first among the new students in 1992. Moreover, in our school, the learning atmosphere is very strong, and most students can obtain a college degree through self-study examinations in school. Because the courses of our secondary schools are basically the same as the college courses of the self-study examinations, they are strong, and when we graduate from secondary schools, the undergraduate examinations have passed several subjects. The self-study exam of that year was similar to the strictness of the college entrance examination, and those who could pass it really relied on real materials.

When we were assigned, we were all in government. But because my father was in the government, he had long been tired of those complicated interpersonal relationships and various grassroots conflicts, so he resolutely transferred me to the enterprise, our local grain depot. At that time, my father's attitude was that the people regarded food as the sky, and at any time, the state would pay attention to grain, and the grain depot would continue to flourish.

But in fact, at that time, the grain depot has long ceased to be the scenery of the past. The first is that temporary workers are no longer employed, and all the work is done by these regular workers. 180 pounds of standard bags, men's carrying, women's car push. Whether it is hot sun or cold, every day is outdoor labor. When did a school graduate do such a heavy physical job? My hands and feet were all blistered, and I was so tired that I didn't want to move after work every day.

Another is that wages are very low, and the wages in state-owned enterprises will not be moved for many years after they are set, unless they are uniformly adjusted. From the time I went to work to the time I bought it out, my salary never went up.

Although he is a regular employee of the state, he does dirty and tiring work every day and cannot see any way out. A few old female workers in their forties, every day, make me feel at a loss, do not know how to get along with them. If they are not careful, they can scold mulberry for half a day. I swore every day that when I reached that age, I would never become as ugly and vicious as they were.

In the most precious eight years of youth, I sweated in the grain storehouse. Expertise is almost forgotten, and every day mechanically numbs the work. I was the one who couldn't do it, and all of them were stronger than me. The reform of state-owned enterprises is not so much a loss of my so-called iron rice bowl as it is more like a redemption for me. Because of the greed for that stability, I have not had the courage to leave, and the buyout was forced, forcing me to find a new way out.

Coming out of the grain storehouse, I got a job as a cashier. In a hotel in Beidaihe, it was summer, I was at the front desk and cashier, and we worked every day except for sleeping and eating. Those little girls are bitter, but for me, who does physical work every day, I don't have to work, and doing these clerical jobs every day is simply heaven, and I am full of energy every day. After the end of the summer, the operator wanted to withdraw to the Beijing head office, and the boss at the time said that the other people would wait for the summer of next year to continue to use, and I must bring it to Beijing. Thanks to the recognition of the boss, in this way, I arrived in Beijing, began to see and feel the corporatized management, let me see the bigger world.

Although I later left the unit, the impact of that work experience on me was very far-reaching. He broadened my horizons and allowed me to use this as an opportunity to move towards the role of manager.

Later, I changed several jobs one after another, and I put a lot of enthusiasm into each job, and I benefited a lot. Because I have always been an administrative manager, I have been in close contact with each boss, and these bosses have also given me a great influence, making me more tolerant of people and things, and my mentality is more peaceful, at least I can feel my own growth.

Throughout my life, I was just an ordinary worker, but these workplace experiences, accumulated, also became my own wealth. I also actively influence the colleagues around me, and every time someone says that they hope to become someone like Sister Zhao, my heart is full of pride.