F and I are 882.7 km apart.
Late one night, I suddenly felt that a person in a distant and unfamiliar city, no familiar street scene, no intimate partner, can support me step by step, probably those who are far away from me, but they are concerned about me, I think F should be such a person, far away, also very close.
After the feeling, I always want to call and greet, and it doesn't matter whether the other party is asleep or not, although I know that disturbing the sleep of others is a very life-threatening thing, but emotionally, it is difficult to suppress.
After a few beeps on the phone, I heard a familiar and somewhat languid voice. I said, "Are you sleeping?" F shouted angrily, "Not so." I burst out laughing: "Yes, after all, it is a dog without nightlife." "I can imagine F suddenly blowing up, she would suddenly flip out of bed, then grab her hair, put down the phone that was on the phone, open the photo album, turn out my black photos, and send them to me one by one.
Sure enough, when I saw my black photo, I actually wanted to laugh, but I had to pretend to be angry and arrogant and say, "Don't always send me black history, you know I've changed a lot now!" Then F smiled and said, "I know, after all, I have witnessed your growth!" ”
I am always very fond of this kind of warm words, and I will praise them back, and it should not be a compliment to use some words that you have changed a lot, because after saying such words, the two sides will shake each other up.
Often after the end of the conversation, I will talk about the right thing, I cleared my throat, always feel that suddenly saying these words is very pretentious, under the F's annoyance, I continued: "I miss you so much." The other person was silent, perhaps sensing a little sadness in me, and I continued: "I don't like it here, I want to go back to a place I am familiar with." F said, "Back to the familiar place, aren't you afraid of being hacked by me?" I suddenly had some tears in my eyes: "I want to be blackened by you." ”
I can always think of what Eason Chan's best friend said: "Strange past can not be looked back, nostalgia is still there." ”
F is my high school classmate, maybe there is such a thing as fate in the world, the second year of high school I and F were divided in the liberal arts class, and then every semester to adjust the seat, no matter how the team members change, I and F are always in a group.
Probably can also believe in the long-term people's hearts, get along for a long time, like to share everything, the deepest impression is always late self-study two go to the playground in the name of running, circle after circle to say their views on the world, we have a lot of unscrupulous words, wild ideas, are exchanged with each other in that playground.
I like to study with F to go to the movies, I like to blow bubbles with F when I hike, and I like to shout with F in the classroom to ask each other to look good.
After college, we are far apart, every time we call, there is always a lot to say, a chat is a long time, although I know that a lot of words are dispensable, many things are ordinary things, and I also know that the significance of such a thing as calling is almost of no benefit to both parties, and even a little waste of time.
But in fact, everything will have some meaning to a greater or lesser extent. I think the significance of the phone call itself lies in me and her, because the other party is her, because I want to talk to her, so all the disadvantages are overflows, and all the events are the bridges for us to communicate.
I care more about my confidant than my friend, I can show her all my bad, F said to me: "I am so bad, I often can't do things, I love fantasy, like home, and like to damage you, why do you spoil me so much?" I smiled and said, "I'm also terrible, I like to play games, I like to wave every day, there are a lot of unrealistic ideas, but you never mind, we are all bad, so we will get together." "I listened to F's soft sobbing sound coming from my phone, and I was suddenly a little sad.
How lucky does a person have to be to meet a friend who understands himself and accepts him unconditionally.
I think that when I am old, I can still walk on the school playground with F, the stars are beautiful, the night is very quiet, we point at each other's dry mouths and smile: "You are really ugly!" ”
People will meet 29.2 million people on and off in their lives, so many people who pass by, but I met you.
There are 2,920,000 days in a human life, so long, thank you for accompanying me through some of them.
I've regretted a lot of things in my life, but I really don't regret meeting you.