Lin Haisheng once lived in the northern Shaanxi team for 10 years, most of the time lived in the home of his fellow countryman Li Kuohai, Li Kuohai also recognized Lin Haisheng as a dry son, in 1977 Lin Haisheng was admitted to college before returning to the city.
For this past of the northern Shaanxi team, Lin Haisheng has been reluctant to mention it, because he failed Li Qiuyue, the second daughter of Li Kuohai, although Lin Haisheng later met Li Qiuyue and gave her help in life, but this could not make up for the harm he brought to Li Qiuyue.
Lin Haisheng graduated from junior high school in 1967 and joined the team to come to Lijia Village, Dawangzhuang Commune, at that time, because of the large number of Zhiqing in the team, Director Liu of the commune arranged for a part of Zhiqing to live in the home of his fellow villagers, Lin Haisheng lived in the home of his fellow villager Li Kuohai, Li Kuohai's family was in the production of the second team, although it was not a large family, but Li Kuohai's prestige in the team was very high, Li Kuohai's family had three children, two daughters and a son, Li Kuohai's eldest daughter Li Aiqin was a teacher, and her husband worked in the county government. The second daughter, Li Qiu, dropped out of school at home after graduating from middle school at the beginning of the month, one year younger than Lin Haisheng, and the youngest son Li Xiangyang is still in elementary school.
Li Kuohai's home is four earthen caves, two jujube trees are planted in the yard, Lin Haisheng and Li Xiangyang live in a room, Lin Haisheng will teach Li Xiangyang to read and write, Li Kuohai is honest and loyal, and treats Lin Haisheng like his own son, and everyone in the team says that "Li Kuohai wants Lin Haisheng to be his son-in-law" Every time he hears this, Li Kuohai always laughs and says, "Without this blessing, I like Lin Haisheng this child."
Lin Haisheng and Li Qiuyue two people work together every day, although Li Qiuyue did not read books, but the needlework is very good, she personally knitted a scarf for Li Qiuyue, Lin Haisheng was reluctant to wear, has been kept in his box, the family is also very harmonious, in 1972 Lin Haisheng also recognized Li Kuohai as a dry father in the New Year, because this year Lin Haisheng was hospitalized because of illness, it was Li Kuohai's family who took care of him after they were busy, Lin Haisheng was very touched in his heart, and then he simply recognized Li Kuohai as a dry father.
In 1973, Li Qiuyue's brother-in-law Zhao Sihai became the director of the office of the Agriculture and Forestry Bureau, Li Qiuyue wrote a letter to his brother-in-law, hoping that he could arrange a job for Lin Haisheng, in August 1974, the county farm just had to recruit a technician and a ranger, Zhao Sihai recommended Lin Haisheng, the job of ranger Lin Haisheng was a bit unsightly, because it was Li Qiuyue who helped find it, he was not embarrassed to refuse, in Li Qiuyue's view, there was a stable job, much stronger than farming.
Li Qiuyue helped Lin Haisheng in this way, Lin Haisheng also understood in his heart that Li Qiuyue liked himself, although Li Qiuyue was not pretty, but he was industrious and capable, and Lin Haisheng also had a little affection for Li Qiuyue in his heart, after Lin Haisheng became a ranger, Li Qiuyue came to see Lin Haisheng every other week, and brought a lot of delicious food every time he came.
Once Li Qiuyue came to see Lin Haisheng, when he went back, it rained heavily, Lin Haisheng was afraid that Li Qiuyue would not be safe to go back alone, so he let Li Qiuyue live in his house for one night, and he ran to other dormitories for one night, in Lin Haisheng's room, Li Qiuyue accidentally saw the diary written by Lin Haisheng, the above memories are about himself and Lin Haisheng, it turned out that Lin Haisheng secretly wrote down everything, Li Qiuyue suddenly felt warm in his heart.
Early the next morning, before Lin Haisheng got up, Li Qiuyue had already left, she left a note for Lin Haisheng, which said "I also like you", seeing the diary on the bed, Lin Haisheng understood what was going on, and then Lin Haisheng and Li Qiuyue talked about love.
Lin Haisheng, who worked as a ranger on the farm for three years in 1977, finally waited for an opportunity, this year resumed the college entrance examination, Lin Haisheng decided to take the college entrance examination, and finally although the results were not ideal, Lin Haisheng was still admitted to Xi'an Agriculture and Forestry College.
Lin Haisheng is going to go to college, at this time Lin Haisheng's heart is also very entangled, although he and Li Qiuyue only talked about love for 3 years, but the feelings between them are still very deep, he has both affection and love for Li Qiuyue, Lin Haisheng is very conflicted in his heart, he is afraid that he will delay Li Qiuyue, so after careful consideration, he decided to break up with Li Qiuyue, but he did not have the courage to propose to Li Qiuyue in person, he chose not to quit, only left a letter for Li Qiuyue, Lin Haisheng said in the letter" The two of us may not be lucky together, and hopefully you will find your own happiness."
After Lin Haisheng graduated from university, he was assigned to the Xi'an Forestry Bureau as a clerk, and a year later he married his colleague Wang Fengjuan of the unit, and the two had a child after marriage.
In 1987, Lin Haisheng accompanied the leaders to inspect the work, came to Lijia Village, looked at the familiar place in front of him, Lin Haisheng remembered Li Qiuyue, originally he thought that Li Qiuyue had already been married and married, but after inquiring, he learned that Li Qiuyue was not married at all, but went to the forest farm where he had been staying as a ranger.
Lin Haisheng found Li Qiuyue, when Li Qiuyue saw Lin Haisheng again, a trace of excitement flashed in his eyes, and then he returned to calm, Li Qiuyue already had white hair on his head at this time, which was completely inconsistent with her age, Lin Haisheng knew that he had failed Li Qiuyue.
It turned out that Lin Haisheng did not quit and said goodbye, Li Qiuyue was very sad, and then he came to the forest farm as a ranger, and the family also introduced several objects to Li Qiuyue, but they were all rejected by Li Qiuyue, Li Qiuyue has been living alone in these years, Lin Haisheng thought that he was for Li Qiuyue's good, but he did not expect that he was wrong with her.
Lin Haisheng had no way to make up for it, and left a card for Li Qiuyue when he left, which was his own compensation for her, Lin Haisheng thought countless times in his heart, if it was this ending, he should have married Li Qiuyue that year.