Hello everyone, I'm Brother Achu. A child from an ordinary family in the countryside, an authentic farmer. I was born in 1991, I am 30 years old, I say thirty and standing, but I am 30 and still have nothing. I don't know which link went wrong, or if I didn't work hard enough? Before working in Guangdong for ten years, my wife did not marry, and the money was not earned. I feel that my youth was wasted in the past ten years in Guangdong, so when I ran home for the New Year in 2020, I did not go to Guangdong.
myself
In the countryside, people like me are already older leftover men. Many children younger than me are married and have children, and I am still a single dog, and I feel that I can't hang on my face when I think about it. When I see people, I feel that I am quite inferior, and I feel that I have no self-confidence. At home, the door is also afraid to take a step, go out for fear of others asking east and west, when to bring your girlfriend back? When will you get married and drink your wine? alas! Sometimes I have to go out and meet others to ask, and I can only laugh awkwardly and deal with things perfunctorily. Parents are also anxious, three days a small question five days a big question. Sometimes I really want to find a hole to go into and hide, I really have no place to look at myself, and that feeling is something that no one can understand and appreciate.
Scenery of the hometown
Now I have been at home all the time, and I plan to go out to find a job and work after a while. Now at home every day is listless, with no motivation at all. All day long is to feel faceless, embarrassed, inferior, do not want to talk or move. So I think I'll go out and work, maybe this will change my mentality and my emotions. Maybe you can still find a beautiful wife, I see that there is no hope at home, only when I go out will there be hope. Only when you go out can you change, only when you go out will you have different surprises, only when you go out can you have the opportunity to marry a beautiful wife, and only when you go out can you make a lot of money and make a fortune.
That's it!