Dear Yang Xiaohei,
Today you told me you broke up with me in person, and hung up my phone before I could finish speaking. I was stunned for a moment, and then when I wanted to message you, I found that you had deleted me. Qq over there too, and immediately quickly changed your previous style.
Am I just making you feel unworthy? I'm sad about this. I just want you to say more nice things, coax me, I don't have the luxury of asking for your family wealth, nor do I ask you to be high, I just want you to be a person who will consider my feelings, when you know my feelings, say more coaxing words, I will go down with the anger in my heart, and then go back to the past with you.
But you didn't. Therefore, I have been sullen and unhappy, and I have been sullen and unhappy to make you sullen. So, you can't stand me anymore, you said break up. I'm sad that after every previous fight, I feel that I love you more, but the frequency of awkwardness in the past two days has indeed been somewhat high, so high that it has crushed the belief that we said we would be together.
You deleted everything about me, except that I asked your WeChat trumpet not to delete me, and if you want to delete it, you have to delete it after three months and nine days, you ask me if I will delete it again on January 25, 2022? I said yes. In fact, I have two private messages, one is that I don't want to admit that we really broke up; the other is to try to remind you that we once talked about the New Year of 2022 when you came to my house to meet my family, and then if possible, we got a marriage license. I want to remind you of this, but your reply is very cold, and I can only say that because we have been in love for three months and nine days, this is the length of our relationship.
It's easy to live in a person's heart, but it's hard to forget a person. Some people, just a quick glimpse of the train station, will never forget it. Moreover, we talked seriously for three months and nine days. If, we really have no possibility, in three months and nine days, I will try not to bother you, try to forget you.
Don't think it's because I don't love you anymore, on the contrary, I still love you like you, but it can't be like a raging fire for the time being, jumping so high, so brazen. I listened to Yang Zongwei's blank space repeatedly, and I think what is sung in the song is also my conjecture about you, but what is the use? You will never be able to sing for me again.
That's what I want to tell you, you may or may never see it. But, it doesn't matter, I won't delete these records about you, and if in the future, I still meet someone, I know I won't compare him to you or tell him what you once did for me.
Thank you for loving me.
But I love you too.