If Zhang Guorong loves a woman, will he still be alive now?
On April 11, 2003, Cheung Kwok Wing jumped down from the 24th floor of the Mandarin Hotel in Hong Kong, his figure was as gorgeous as a butterfly, but he left us decisively after being amazed.
Zhang Guorong jumped down from the 24th floor
In his last letter to the world, he questioned the world: "I have not done anything bad in my life, why am I so ??? ”
Zhang Guorong's desperate look
Looking back at Zhang Guorong's life, he has had brilliant and low, and to this day, many fans have been obsessed with it at the same time, but also insisted that if the "brother" loved women at that time, perhaps there would be no later tragedy.
Zhang Guorong and Mao Shunjun
In the 1980s, Zhang Guorong and his friend Tang Hede had an open affair, and the news quickly "blew up" Hong Kong like a bombshell.
Zhang Guorong and Tang Hede
At that time, the concept was still relatively traditional, "homosexuality" in people's minds and "perverted" can almost be equated, even the most loyal fans, at this moment also have some disappointment in their "brother". So all kinds of gossip hit Zhang Guorong, which brought him great psychological pressure and eventually became the fuse for him to contract depression.
Zhang Guorong looked depressed
In 1997, Zhang Guorong sang a song "The Moon Represents My Heart" at the concert, and during the singing, he seemed to be swearing to the world about his feelings for Tang Hede.
"The Moon Represents My Heart"
After this, the two were photographed by the media many times in public to travel together, once Zhang Guorong found out that he was secretly photographed by paparazzi, he resolutely took Tang Hede's hand, facing the camera, the two fingers were firmly clasped together, which also made the classic photo - "the greatest hand-holding hand of this century".
Zhang Guorong and Tang Hede held hands
"Good words are warm in three winters, and bad words hurt people in June." When the media all over Hong Kong smelled the fishy smell and smelled the wind, when the former kind fans began to say something unpleasant with reproach,
Zhang Guorong was at home
Zhang Guorong finally couldn't withstand the pressure and fell ill at home. Even if Tang Hede sought medical treatment in this process, he could not stop the gradual deterioration of his condition. At the most serious time, Tang Hede often found that Zhang Guorong had committed suicide.
After Zhang Guorong's death
In the first few times, Tang Hede successfully found and stopped it, until the day of April Fool's Day in 2003, the kind and gentle brother left us forever.
Zhang Guorong once said: "I am not gay, but the person I fall in love with happens to be of the same sex." This love that was not understood by the world overwhelmed his life, if the "brother" loved a woman, wouldn't such a tragedy have happened?
In front of the people you love, you will always be inferior, even Zhang Guorong is no exception
Until the age of 26, he was still as attracted to women as most people. When Zhang Guorong was still in elementary school, he fell in love with a girl named Kwong Manxian in his class at first sight. Even after graduation, the two did not contact each other for many years, Zhang Guorong still remembered Kwong Manxian. As he grew older, Zhang Guorong always recalled this experience with some regrets, so he entrusted someone to find Kwong Manxian's phone and plucked up the courage to ask her out.
On the eve of the date, in order to increase "self-confidence", Zhang Guorong deliberately went to find someone to design the day's dress and style, but I don't know if the designer's vision is too poor, and cut him a "clean and neat" "big flat head". This hairstyle was combined with the dark skin color that was sunburned because of his obsession with swimming,
Swimming photos
From a distance, Zhang Guorong looked like a thin and dark child. On the day of the date, Kwong Manxian, who had returned from living abroad for several years, saw Zhang Guorong's appearance and could not help but have a great sense of gap in her heart, so after a while she excused herself to leave.
Tanned look
Zhang Guorong, who was originally full of expectations for dating, did not expect this ending, which brought him great disappointment, and at the same time made him have a little doubt about himself - is he too much of a failure? Maybe from this moment on, he was a little insecure about women.
In 1977, Zhang Guorong officially debuted from the singing competition. But at this time, he was not the "brother" who later shined in Hong Kong, and he could only find opportunities to dream in the announcements arranged by the company every day. During this period of time, Zhang Guorong got to know Mao Shunjun, and the two supported each other in their daily lives, and soon developed a glue-like feeling.
Before his debut, Zhang Guorong
In order to express his love, Zhang Guorong often takes Mao Shunjun to various occasions, and often sends various gifts to Mao Shunjun's parents, at this node, Zhang Guorong wants to be accompanied by Mao Shunjun every minute and every second of his life. This kind of life brought romance to the two at the same time, but also brought a lot of pressure to Mao Shunjun, and even made her want to escape for a while.
At this time, Zhang Guorong, who was not rich in emotional experience, did not perceive this, he was simply thinking: Why is he so good to her, she is not satisfied?
Zhang Guorong and Mao Shunjun
So Zhang Guorong listened to his friend's advice and proposed to Mao Shunjun one night with flowers in his hand. But at this time, Mao Shunjun, who was only 18 years old, thought about the marriage file, the sudden marriage proposal was too heavy, and in the end she not only did not accept it,
And it disappeared from Zhang Guorong's life. The blow to Zhang Guorong caused by the two failed romances was huge. Since then, his pursuit of love has become even more crazy, and perhaps it is this madness that is a metaphor for future tragedies.
Zhang Guorong, as the dream of thousands of young girls, why did he fall in love with Tang Hede, a man?
After the end of his relationship with Mao Shunjun, Zhang Guorong successively interacted with Sydney, Ni Shibei and Yang Sinuo for a period of time. But these feelings are just a glimpse in Zhang Guorong's life.
After a brief appearance, it quickly disappeared. This made his brother, who has always been more persistent and serious about feelings, unable to understand and accept, and gradually let him completely die of women.
Agent Chen Shufen
In 1982, Zhang Guorong came to a turning point in his life - at the age of 26. During this year, Zhang Guorong has met two important roles in his life: agent Chen Shufen and his lifelong love Tang Hede. At this time, "Donald Duck" was exuberant and personable, and at the same time he was also a bank executive.
Zhang Guorong and Tang Hede
It can be said that he is a young and promising "winner in life". When he and Zhang Guorong first met, the eyes of the two had a strange collision, and both sides understood each other's unique emotions.
So in the next few years, the relationship between the two quickly warmed up, Tang Hede resigned from his original banking job, and stayed with Zhang Guorong as a financial consultant.
Tang Hede
When Zhang Guorong encountered some difficulties, Tang Hede did not hesitate to use all his wealth to escort Zhang Guorong. Maybe it's influenced by this warm force,
In the next few years, Zhang Guorong successively created many classic albums such as "The Wind Continues to Blow" and "A Piece of Madness".
album
At the same time, he also participated in the "Ah Fei Zheng Biography", "East into the West" and "Overlord Farewell" and other world-famous masterpieces in film history, and the title of "brother" was also spread throughout Hong Kong from this period of time.
East to West
Ah Fei is in the right direction
Overlord Farewell
With Zhang Guorong's smooth career, there was soon a large number of paparazzi targeting him. Under the surveillance of the paparazzi, people gradually discovered that his relationship with Tang Hede was "abnormal", and they seemed to have exceeded the boundaries of "best friends". The media who found this were ecstatic,
Paparazzi stealing
They questioned Zhang Guorong with a large number of reports, and some fans were also seduced, and they could not accept that their "brother" was related to "homosexuality". At this moment, the secular language converged into a storm, frantically rolling Zhang Guorong and Tang Hede, lovers who were not recognized by the world, in the center, and what awaited them seemed to be destroyed.
On April 1, 2003, Zhang Guorong fell to his death due to depression. He is like a rose with buds waiting to be released, slowly falling from the sky, and he tells everyone with the last beauty,
Zhang Guorong was depressed
He wasn't wrong. At Zhang Guorong's funeral, Tang Hede cried his heart and lungs, and the tall and handsome man had the idea of leaving with his brother at this moment. In order to miss my brother,
Zhang Guorong's funeral
Tang Hede stayed in the apartment where the two of them lived together for 18 years, and the only thing that accompanied him every day was his brother's ashes and furniture and facilities that had never changed.
Throughout his brother's life, he didn't make any mistakes or apologize to anyone, he just did what he wanted to do. And his relationship with Tang Hede has long exceeded the gender limit, which is the most beautiful feeling and the most sincere feeling.