Screenshot of the film "Stay summer"
Each summer vacation of his childhood has different memories, and this summer vacation is of great significance to Zhang Hanxiang, because this is his last summer vacation as a left-behind child.
But in the beginning, in Zhang Hanxiang's heart, this was just an ordinary summer vacation in the third grade. Like all the little boys, he was looking forward to this summer vacation, and the teacher's holiday advice was more attractive than the cicadas and birds outside, and he looked out the window in amazement, and the teacher's scolding sounded in his ears, but he was not at all moved.
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Summer vacation without cram school is freedom, and once you throw away your school bag, you can find a companion to play. Catching dragonflies, playing marbles, stealing watermelons, stones hitting water, slingshots hitting bottles, even if it's just chasing and fighting in the fields, is a lot of fun.
Zhang Hanxiang and Zhang Zile hit others with slingshot stones of bottles, stole watermelons and were found to be commonplace, and Grandma usually turned a blind eye and let things pass, but there were exceptions.
In order to send a whistle made of bamboo to his good friend Yiyi, Zhang Hanxiang stole his grandmother's money and mortgaged the jade he had been wearing to Xiao Fat.
After returning, Grandma was particularly angry, not because of his naughtiness, nor because he stole money, but because of the piece of jade, which was to bless Zhang Hanxiang's safety, and what was specially requested was Grandma's expectations and sustenance for him, but Zhang Hanxiang did not pay any attention to this piece of jade and discarded it at will.
To this end, Grandma chased him around the whole village, and in the end, Grandma couldn't run, put the stick pestle on the ground, trembled and squatted down, Zhang Hanxiang in the corner of the wall looked at this scene in his eyes, that is, this scene, let him suddenly begin to understand: It turned out that Grandma was really old and sick.
He exchanged the jade back with one of his favorite bullet balls, and told his grandmother that he had accidentally lost it while playing, and now he had found it. Then he accompanied his grandmother to see a doctor, began to feel sorry for his grandmother, helped her push the cart, did farm work, washed dishes, and became a sensible big boy.
As long as people are willing to take on part of the responsibility, it is easy to grow up suddenly, so many of them seem to be instantaneous.
That large box of bullet beads, at the moment of sending them out, became the node of Zhang Hanxiang's growth, which stimulated the sense of responsibility in his bones. But he was still a third-grader, and his sudden understanding was painful.
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The sunset is setting, the cooking smoke is thick, but the joy of playing with friends will not be reduced by the gradual evening, and the tired of playing has not played enough, only the grandmother's voice "Zhang Hanxiang, go home and eat!" "In order to take him home from his friends."
Grandma's words are not much, and she is almost "responsive" to her grandchildren: Zhang Hanxiang said she wanted to eat chili fried meat, and grandma said "I'll make it for you"; Zhang Hanxiang said she wanted to eat buns, and Grandma said "Let's go buy it later".
Not only that, when Zhang Hanxiang made a mistake, the grandmother who was not good at words disregarded her own face and went to apologize for her grandson.
When playing marbles, Xiao Fat did not want his big marbles to be won away, so he said that Zhang Zile was too close to the marbles, and Zhang Zile wrestled together, which angered Zhang Hanxiang, who had a sense of justice, and he picked up the brick and smashed it on Xiao Fat's head, and Xiao Fat's head blossomed.
After Grandma knew, she packed a basket of eggs and asked Zhang Hanxiang to go with her to apologize to Xiao Fat, but Zhang Hanxiang felt that he was not wrong and refused to follow. In the end, Grandma went to Xiao Fat's house alone with the egg to apologize, because Oft Fat Mother's intransigence, Grandma took out a roll of money wrapped up with a handkerchief, put it on the table, and left silently.
When you were a child, you always thought that you could not apologize if you were right, but many times, it was the adults who used their dignity to maintain your innocence and stubbornness.
The meal at the time of parting was unusually rich, but Grandma said that she could not eat it, a large basin of egg soup was all grandchildren's, ribs were also, Zhang Hanxiang was silent, but in his heart he understood Grandma's love and reluctance.
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Zhang Hanxiang likes the carefree in the countryside, but he also looks forward to the strangeness of the city. Every time he saw an alien vehicle, he would always stop the game he was playing and follow the people who came down from the car. These people, all from the city, some with good food and fun, some with the city's stories, these, how can not make a child curious?
Screenshot of the film "Liu Xia" | Yiyi
The Yiyi of the third grandmother's family is a person who got out of the car, a group of boys who were playing, stunned because they saw a girl, and forgot to hit the marbles in their hands. In the days that followed, they exchanged happiness with each other, and Zhang Hanxiang began to know that there were playgrounds and parks in the city, that he would listen to light music at home, that he would need to be picked up and dropped off from school, and that his parents would not let their children watch TV often...
Everything is novel and desirable, but at the same time, it is also an inevitable trend. Because of the relative backwardness of rural education resources, every parent goes out to work in order to let their children have a better education, and going to the city to study is the ultimate choice of every left-behind child.
In this summer vacation, Zhang Hanxiang also gradually understood in the chat of adults that leaving his grandmother and leaving the countryside was an inevitable thing. I gradually began to accept this reality, but emotionally it was difficult to give up: on the one hand, the better future in the city, and on the other hand, the emotions of grandmothers and playmates in the countryside.
In the past, playing with playmates was the tone of the day, but now I am willing to help my grandmother work and grow up every day, but that is it, after understanding the difficulty of adults, I know what is called what I can.
Understand those beloved toys, and share them with friends, in order to get real joy;
I understand that I can use a piece of jade to change for a toy, but in my grandmother's heart, I have too many expectations;
I understand the trolley in grandma's hand, pushing it is not easy, but I will say "not tired" in front of the loved ones.
When Zhang Hanxiang understood this, the day of parting finally came. Zhang Hanxiang's heart began to have a dialogue: "Leaving Grandma alone at home, what should Grandma do if she thinks of me?" I used to help her recharge, will she? Does she know how to answer a phone? ”
Thinking of this, Zhang Hanxiang turned around and ran to his grandmother' side, and gave her grandmother a detailed description of how to use the mobile phone, and the tone of the advice made people feel that the grandmother was a child.
In a person's life, he will encounter many irreversible things, such as parting, such as the aging of elders and diseases. The price of growth is to choose to deal with these things when encountering them, rather than to avoid them.
In the countryside, the elderly and children were originally left behind, but the children were taken to school, leaving only the lonely old man left behind. This is the helplessness engraved in the hearts of many people, and it is also the memory of an era.
Deserted City: The deserted city has been deserted and has not yet grown. Everyone has a deserted city in their hearts, but the deserted city is deserted, and we have never given up growing.