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"Hello everyone, I'm Li Xueqin. ”
Whether it's from an obscure journalist's debut on stage, or a star who completes a spectacular comeback in his life a few years later, Li Xueqin's opening remarks are always simple and direct.
Li Xueqin, who disappeared from the Internet for a while, reappeared this time because of a happy event.
She finally meets the object that truly matches her heart.
After being photographed having an intimate interaction with her subject on the street, Li Xueqin did not hide it and was as generous as usual.
Everyone is very optimistic about Li Xueqin's relationship.
After all, one is a talented woman who graduated from Peking University, and another is a talented man who just won the Golden Rooster Award, which round will we oppose?
Walking through youth alone
In the secular sense, Li Xueqin is undoubtedly successful, but in the face of the labels that have been on her one after another in the past few years, she just laughed it off.
Perhaps many people envy Li Xueqin and envy her for having her own career at such a young age, transforming from an Internet celebrity to a big star.
But few people know the hardships of Li Xueqin's journey.
We can only see the brilliance of one person, but we forget that there are shadows under the light.
Li Xueqin said that she envied those who had no regrets or regrets in their youth.
Because no matter what, they have spent a period of youth.
And she, in her youth there was only inferiority and blows.
Li Xueqin's grades in school belong to what we call Xueshen, and she almost won all the first places.
But in her third year of junior high school, her parents divorced.
In Tieling, where the social circle is not large, the news also spread at once.
In the past, no matter how many points Li Xueqin scored, others would not care.
But now, as long as Li Xueqin's grades decline, she will receive sympathetic eyes, thinking that she has been influenced by her family.
Li Xueqin didn't like this very much, so the first place in the exam became the task she set for herself.
Regarding the divorce of her parents, it still has a great impact on Li Xueqin.
The family has lost the breadwinner of the father, and there is still an emotionally unstable mother left.
Li Xueqin's daily life has become even worse.
may have had the experience of taking care of partners very early, every time she goes out with the children, Li Xueqin is the boss to "give orders", and the parents of the children are also very relieved of her because of Li Xueqin's good grades.
So Li Xueqin has always been a reliable image in the eyes of others.
In taking care of her mother's emotions, Li Xueqin also seems to be unusually mature, never bringing bad emotions into the home, digesting them outside, and then passing on her cheerful emotions to her mother.
Perhaps Li Xueqin's sense of humor was also slowly exercised in this environment.
But no matter how precocious Li Xueqin is and how she looks like a "little adult", she always wants to be loved deep down.
Before the third year of junior high school, she was still the little princess of the family, but when she went to high school, she became the little pillar of the family.
This also led to her failing to meet a healthy relationship in college.
After walking through depression
Li Xueqin is a typical dedication personality, because of her own experience, she will always subconsciously think about the people around her.
Her object in college is a psychology major, and when Li Xueqin shares her emotions and life with him, she always uses the knowledge she has learned in her major to put on Li Xueqin, and diagnoses depression for Li Xueqin.
While studious is a good quality, there is something wrong with it.
Moreover, Li Xueqin was later diagnosed with depression, and it is not good to say that there is no "credit" from him.
Because sometimes depression and bad mood are not so easy to distinguish, but if you are often in a bad mood and receive psychological cues, you may really suffer from depression.
During the period when Li Xueqin was suffering from depression, she did not get much help from her side.
Her subject disliked her weight, and would rather carry other girls than carry Li Xueqin.
And the psychology teacher in the school did not provide Li Xueqin with correct psychological counseling, but told her roommate and counselor the news of Li Xueqin's illness, just so that Li Xueqin would graduate safely without accidents.
Later, Li Xueqin was very resistant to seeing a psychiatrist, because she understood that they didn't care about her psychology at all.
It wasn't until Li Xueqin's thoughts of suicide became heavier and heavier, which seriously affected her normal life, that she finally went to the hospital outside the school to consult and buy medicine.
Under the treatment of drugs, Li Xueqin's depression was put back in a cage.
But when she came to a foreign country for graduate school, depression tore at her heart every day.
The new environment did not bring Li Xueqin a new "breath", but a huge sense of loneliness swallowed her whole person.
As a last resort, Li Xueqin had to drop out of school and return to China and start a business with friends.
"As long as it's gold, it will shine wherever you go" is the best portrayal of Li Xueqin.
Li Xueqin first became popular on Douyin, because the popularity was very sudden, and the track she chose was very novel.
So Li Xueqin has more than 3 million fans on Douyin.
But the sudden explosion also bothered Li Xueqin, and more and more people began to find her, or hoped that she would participate in such and such an event, or invited her to give lectures on experience sharing, and a bunch of people seeking cooperation.
Li Xueqin didn't do anything for a day, and it was dark just by replying to WeChat.
But as a journalism student, she knew that the sudden explosion would not last long, and after the fireworks ended, it would be time for her to look for a job.
Therefore, Li Xueqin took advantage of the fact that she was still a little hot, and participated in the "Talk Show Conference".
Li Xueqin on the stage always had a sense of mourning.
She understands that stand-up comedy is an offensive art, but she doesn't like to offend people, and her character dictates that.
As mentioned earlier, Li Xueqin is a paying personality, so whether in life or on the stage, she is more willing to sacrifice herself to satisfy others.
Therefore, we can see that most of the talk show materials she talks about come from her own life.
Li Xueqin herself has very strong writing skills and humor cells, so she can always tell some tragic encounters in an interesting way to make everyone laugh.
She is a non-aggressive person, and everyone is happy to make friends with her, which makes her make a lot of friends at work, and there are few negative news about her online.
After all, who doesn't love someone like a little sun?
It's wonderful
In addition to her sense of humor with a taste of mourning, Li Xueqin is also a romantic poet.
In the show, Li Xueqin wrote several three-line love poems on the spot with the names of random staff members.
For example, the name Guo Qian, a poem written by Li Xueqin:
"The pot can receive the signal, or it can block the signal, and no one knows the answer that owes me".
It's easy to catch, but it's not the connotation.
Some readers may not understand the meaning of this poem, but in fact, this poem is inspired by a movie "Cosmic Exploration Editorial Department" that Li Xueqin loves.
There is a character in the movie who has a pot on his head all the time, and there are also so-called qigong masters who say that the aluminum pot on the top of the head is used to receive signals from nature.
What Li Xueqin didn't expect was that she would fall in love with this man with a pot in the near future.
The man with the aluminum pot on his head in "Cosmic Exploration Editorial Department" is named Wang Yitong, who is not only an actor in the play, but also a screenwriter of the movie script.
Like Li Xueqin, he is also a talented person.
In his early thirties, he won the Golden Horse Award, which is very valuable, and as a screenwriter, his strength is undoubted.
No one knows about the love process between Li Xueqin and Wang Yitong.
Maybe in a future show or interview, Li Xueqin will tell everyone generously.
But judging from the photos taken, the actions between Li Xueqin and Wang Yitong are still very close.
Someone found out that Li Xueqin had lost a lot of weight before, so they asked her if she was stimulated by Jia Ling's weight loss, so she followed to lose weight.
Li Xueqin did not respond to this, but Jia Ling responded for her from the side, "Li Xueqin is for a better self!".
In the eyes of us outsiders, Li Xueqin and Wang Yitong are undoubtedly golden boys and girls, an absolute match.
But in the sensitive Li Xueqin's heart, she must feel that she is not good enough, and she needs to work harder to be with Wang Yitong.
Especially the damage I suffered in my previous relationship because of my weight.
In several shows, Li Xueqin was a little inferior and depressed because of her weight.
Therefore, she is not losing weight to prove anything to others, but just to become a better version of herself and give herself more self-confidence.
When Wang Yitong carried Li Xueqin on his back, something in Li Xueqin's heart seemed to melt.
The man's back is not broad, and it can't be said to be warm, but Li Xueqin feels something called "steadfastness".
She didn't know how the future of the two of them would develop, but whether it was good or bad, she just wanted to lie on his shoulder at the moment.
epilogue
If there is no light in the darkness, then you become your own light.
Li Xueqin is such a person, she is not only someone else's little sun, but also her own little sun.
If I could, I would like to bring happiness to more people, she said.
This is also why compared to other talk show actors, everyone prefers to listen to Li Xueqin talk shows.
Because her talk shows never make you really feel offended, you don't have to be angry and you have to pretend that you can afford to make jokes.
In the process of growing up, Li Xueqin has been redeeming herself, and every transformation is a new life for her.
Being able to meet Wang Yitong who resonated with her soul in a sea of thousands of people, Li Xueqin was cautious and excited.
Only by cherishing what you have will you become happier, Li Xueqin deeply remembers this truth.
Therefore, in the pessimistic and mournful attitude towards life, she can have the romance of a poet.