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Judge Qing Xin
Not long ago, Wang Zuxian's "prototype" reappeared in the public eye.
Wang Zuxian (left) Boji Xiaosi (right)
She is Porky Small.
When it comes to her now, not many people know.
But in the last century, it was definitely a household name. At the 1995 Spring Festival Gala, the classic "baggage" left by Zhao Lirong and Gong Hanlin in "So Packaged" - "Spicy Chicken Shredded" was taken from the name of Porky Xiaosi.
Screenshot of the Spring Festival Gala in '95
She is known as the "eighth wonder of the world" because of her beauty, and she made the young Andy Lau shy and flustered with a kiss, and the beauties with her same name are Audrey Hepburn, Marilyn Monroe and others.
Michael Jackson courted many times, but was rejected by Porky Lesse.
Brooke Smalls and Jackson
Trump invited, and Porky gave him only "big eyes"...
Is this information explosive enough?
However, what is even more explosive is her unbearable childhood and fame history -
Porky Silk
So, how did Porky take off "one piece of clothing", and how did she pick up "one piece of clothing" and put it on? In that long process, what changes have taken place in her heart?
Arranged childhood
Some people are born with the complicity of their parents. Some people are born as a calculation of one side. Of course, there are also people who are born just by accident...
And the birth of Porky Xiaosi is different from these people, she was born with a "script".
The screenwriter of this "script" is her mother, Terry Little, and her father is likely to be kept in the dark.
In 1965, Porky Kosi (hereinafter referred to as Porhime) was born in New York, USA.
Mother Terry Xiaosi (hereinafter referred to as Terry) saw her daughter at first glance and was sure that she would be a big star when she grew up.
Terry and Porky
Soon after being discharged from the hospital, Terry hugged Porky, brought the script, and divorced her husband Frank.
At that time, the "short hair, long knowledge" Terry used to be a model, but did not mix into a star, which became a big regret for Terry.
Later, the depressed Terry, met Frank, who was highly online, his eyes flashed, and a struggle began in his heart that was enough to affect Pohime's life:
If people do not dream, how is it different from "salted fish"? If you can't make your dreams come true, why not take a longer-term view? There can be several times in life, and if you see a "ghost", the bicycle will directly become a motorcycle...
Terry dreamed while writing the prototype of the script, and the joy in his heart made Terry look radiant.
Frank was so attracted by this beautiful woman with a "bad smile" on her face, and the two had a big competition of appearance in laughter, and began a collision of appearance and appearance.
Screenshot of the documentary (Porky Little Silk's parents)
During that time, the two rubbed a bunch of brilliant sparks, which made Frank completely intoxicated, in order to earn room fees to see more spark shows, Frank briefly left to work in the field.
After Frank left, Terry took the opportunity to perfect the script again - you have to determine the child's appearance first, and then...
When Frank returned and learned that Terry was pregnant, the two naturally married.
Near Zhu is red, near ink is black. After staying with Terry for a long time, Frank also developed a habit of writing scripts.
One day Frank enthusiastically told Terry about the script he wrote: From now on, you will raise children at home and do housework, responsible for beautiful appearance, and I will go outside to earn money to support the family...
Terry listened with a frown, without any rebuttal.
The simple Frank looked at Terry and fell into deep thought, thinking that this silence was a kind of emotion, and the silence was a disguised approval.
In Terry's mind, silence has another explanation.
Finally, when Terry determines what Porky looks like, she explodes in silence...
After the divorce, Terry took out the script and solemnly inscribed the cover - Porky Little's "Star-making" plan.
In order to be foolproof, the drinker Terry revised the script several times after getting drunk, and finally tried to implement the first step when Boggie was 11 months old.
Terry and Porky Small
That day, Terry held Porky and found his friend Francesco, who was filming a soap advertisement in New York, and after a negotiation, Boggie, who was still a baby, shot his first advertisement under magnesium lights...
Advertising of the year
Childhood, on earth, my university
The first success gave Telly more confidence in the script he had written.
Porky grew up under the magnesium light like this, listening to her mother's words, and posing in all kinds of interesting looks.
Porky Silk
On those days, Porky lived quickly, looking forward to taking pictures with her mother every day.
Slowly, Porky turned 10 and became a well-known local "child name", but Terry was not satisfied with the pace of progress.
Porky Silk
One day, Tyley, who was drunk and desperate, tore off several pages of the "script" after getting drunk, hoping to speed up the speed of "star making".
So, with the help of another friend Gary Gross, Tyley's daughter Poggie successfully appeared naked in Playboy magazine.
Seeing that his whim really worked, Terry laughed and drunk himself. And Terry, who fell into a sweet dream, did not know how much hidden danger this time "seedlings to grow" buried in the future.
After that, Terry drunk and tore a few pages of "script" from time to time, and Porky's fame grew like a balloon.
In 1978, Boji filmed "The Legend of Yanwa", playing a young prostitute named "Violet" in the play, not only has multiple large-scale shots, but also has a special kiss scene - a kiss scene with a 28-year-old actor.
12-year-old Pohime had no idea what "kissing" was, and every time the actor approached, Pohime avoided it in disgust. The director shouted a reprimand for this, and Porky saw his mother's encouraging expression on the side, so he had to keep trying.
Screenshot of "The Legend of Yanwa"
When the film was released, it instantly exploded at the box office, and Porky appeared on the film festival.
When the media came forward and asked Terry: "Why did you let your daughter play a prostitute in the film?" Was this a difficult decision for you? ”
Terry said disapprovingly:
"Not at all, in fact, I look at this film with an artistic eye... I don't think any child star can act as well as Porhime. ”
Screenshot of the documentary
The audience was in an uproar!
The script in Terry's hands became thinner and thinner day by day, and Porky went to shoot the larger scale "Youth Coral Island" and "Endless Love".
When filming "Endless Love", Pogue had to show a "fluttery" expression in a shot. But 16-year-old Boggie didn't understand what it was like.
After several failures, in order to pursue the effect, when the camera shot the key point, the director pinched Pohime's ankle fiercely, and with a sudden "scream", that part was finally filmed.
After the film was released, the director was interviewed and asked how 16-year-old Pockie filmed that scene?
The director's phrase "she is a very capable little actor" pushed Pohime to the edge of the abyss.
Screenshot of the report
In this way, Porky was dubbed "Sexy Kitten", "Eighth Wonder of the World" and so on, and Terry was excited to wake up laughing and drinking in a hangover again and again...
The streets and alleys are full of Bohime's figure and voice, and Bohime is "on fire".
However, this is an ordeal for Poji.
At that time, Boji had a certain understanding of the voices of the outside world. But she didn't understand why she just listened to her mother to film, which would cause so much criticism.
Screenshot of the report
Porky also didn't know if she was right or wrong for what she did. But she believes that her mother, who depends on her, loves her. Loving her will not hurt her, and loving her, she should listen to her mother even more.
However, every time Terry gets drunk, Pogue questions her mother's love, and at that time she feels a sense of abandonment.
Finally, Porky began to persuade her mother to stop drinking, and Terry, who said such nonsense as "For you, I quit drinking", will still be drunk a few days later.
Screenshot of the documentary
The despair of her mother made Boggie feel confused about life.
In order to suppress this panic that does not know how to be good, Pogue devoted herself to acting, she likes filming in her heart, and only in filming can she find a few sense of solidity.
But the next two events that happened in succession still pushed Pohime into the abyss.
In 1981, 16-year-old Porky was filming an advertisement for Calvin Klein's jeans, when a piece of advertising allegedly "sexually suggestive" was banned:
"Want to know what's between me and my CK?"
Screenshot of the documentary
Then, one wave did not settle, and another wave rose.
The photographer who shot "Playboy" for Pohim, that is, Terry's friend Gary Gross, suddenly wanted to sell a set of photos - "the famous Porky Little Silk Nude Pictures".
In order to prevent this from happening, Terry took Pohime to court against Gary Gross.
However, Porky not only lost the case, but was also greatly insulted. During the court appearance, a middle-aged man saw Porky and made a motion to lick his lips.
Screenshot of the report
It was then that Porky truly realized that the honors that the world placed on her were actually a contemptuous irony of her.
In order to get out of this situation, 18-year-old Porky decided to "rest the shadow" and entered Princeton University.
Emotional struggles and tears
As a "sexy spokesperson", Pohime did not cause much sensation in Princeton, but most of her classmates avoided her, which made Pohime feel very lonely for a while.
Screenshot of the documentary
The breeding of loneliness made Boggie once throw herself into her mother's arms.
She began to realize the complicated relationship between her and her mother - she wanted to get rid of her mother's control, but she couldn't give up her relationship with her mother.
Screenshot of the report
Fortunately, Porky always accompanied Michael Jackson, who she had known since the age of 13, to receive the award, which gave her a touch of comfort in her emotional torment.
However, this comfort did not last long, and the relationship between the two became the focus of media attention.
Because the two often attend various occasions hand in hand, they are recognized as a couple by the media.
Michael Jackson did not deny this at first.
And Terry is even more happy to see it, she does not object to her daughter falling in love with Michael Jackson, which is a rare "accelerator" for her "star-making" plan.
Jackson (left) Brooke mother and daughter (right)
Over time, Porky also felt Michael Jackson's feelings for her, but this caused her to fall into the tear of another feeling.
At that time, in addition to Michael Jackson, there was another man next to Boji - Dean Kane.
It was during this time period that something happened that changed Pohime's fate:
One day, Pohime was called into the office by the dean and asked her, "Do you think you can come up with your own hypothesis?" ”
Boji hesitated for a long time, and hesitated and said:
"I think I can explain the hypothesis that others have put forward. But as for coming up with my own hypothesis, I have never been confident in my own opinion. ”
The dean smiled and asked her to go back and prepare to come up with her "hypothesis" when the discussion session began.
It was at that time, when Pohime nervously proposed her "hypothesis" in class, which sparked a heated discussion, that Pohime understood that she could have her own "hypothesis", and she could also have her own opinion, which had been arranged by her mother.
So, when Michael Jackson said in public: At present, I am with Porky Little, she will come to my house, and I will also go to her house, she told Michael Jackson in person that she has a boyfriend.
Brooke Smalls and Jackson
As for whether Porky and Michael Jackson played "Canyon Battle", it is not easy to say. Only when Michael Jackson said to Porky that he didn't want to lose her.
Porky told Michael Jackson:
"In your life, I will always be with you, you don't need to marry me home, even if I will marry someone else and have my own children, but you will never lose me."
What is certain is that Pohime and Dean Kane often play "canyon battle" together, during which Pohime will cheer in the house for sudden victories many times.
Screenshot of the documentary
It's just a pity that with graduation approaching, Porky and Dean Kane did not come together.
In 1987, 22-year-old Porky graduated from college, and Boji gradually figured out how to deal with the relationship with her mother, and in order to be able to make her own decisions in the future life, she needed to get rid of her mother's control.
The waves of the first marriage
After graduating from college, Boji, who "stopped shadowing" for four years, lost the resources of film.
In order to gain attention again, Terry arranged for Porky to shoot a series of commercials that were difficult to see directly.
During this period, Porky constantly rebelled against her mother's arrangement: "Mom, I have to go alone." If I fail, I have to fail alone. ”
However, it was vetoed by Terry in her dual capacity as mother and agent.
Later, Porky was "unspoken rules" by a director.
At that time, in order to obtain film resources, Terry frequently arranged for Poji to contact people in the circle.
Once, Poggie was invited to talk to a director about movies. After talking a lot about the Middle East, Rassi talked a lot, but there was no mention of the movie, and then Pohime was leaving.
In this regard, the director did not refuse, but pleasantly asked Boji to go back to the room first, and he helped call a car.
The director's attitude made Porky relax his vigilance, but he didn't think that not long after Bohime returned to the room, he walked in naked for convenience.
The two had a "fight" that you pushed and shoved, and Boji, who was in fear, was afraid that fierce resistance would cost her life, so she cooperated with the other party as much as possible in silence in order to end it quickly...
Screenshot of the documentary
After that time, Pohime made several films, and although the splash was huge, Pohime did not tear off labels such as "sexy" and did not find an opportunity to get rid of her mother's manipulation.
It wasn't until 1993, when 28-year-old Boggie met Andre Agassi, that she saw hope.
After 4 years of "canyon fighting", the two finally decided that each other was a stable teammate worth hacking, and officially married in 1997.
Screenshot of the documentary
After marriage, Porky quit his mother's agent and signed a contract with a brokerage company, which can be regarded as getting rid of his mother.
Subsequently, in order to tear off the "sexy" labels printed on her in the past, Poggie resolutely walked out of Hollywood and stepped into Broadway.
Not many people are optimistic about this transformation of Poji, just as it is hard to believe that Liu Yan can surpass Jia Ling in the talent of comedy, and the media believes that this is a "brainless operation of the sexy goddess".
But Porky became famous with the opera "Youth Mania" and successfully transformed from a "sexy actress" to a "power comedian".
Screenshot of the report
Just when Pohime finally finds his value, the marriage is in crisis.
In order to get more recognition, Pockie participated in "Friends".
Because of the needs of the plot, Porky, who plays the perverted girlfriend of "Joey", has a plot of licking "Joey's" fingers.
Screenshot of the documentary
During the shooting, Andre Agassi was on the side, and when Boggie finished shooting, the two quarreled:
"Everyone outside is laughing at me, you made me a laughing stock, now I lick when I see people."
Screenshot of the documentary
Porky explained: "You've read the script, but it's not true. ”
Agassiz, who was on top of the vinegar, didn't listen to the explanation and drove home to smash all the trophies he had ever won.
Since then, the two have quarreled and hastily ended their marriage in 1999.
A bumpy mother's road
This failed marriage gave Boggie a deeper understanding of marriage - she needed a man who could accept her all and be herself.
But this man did not wait, first waited for Trump, who had just divorced his second wife.
After meeting Boggie, Trump called Pohime sullenly:
"We should date because you're America's sweetheart, and I'm America's richest man."
Screenshot of the report
Porky rolled her eyes and hung up the phone.
At that time, Porky was too clear about some of the man's thoughts, and Trump just lost his black teammate for a while and wanted to play "Canyon Battle" with her a few times.
In 2001, the 36-year-old Boggie had already been fully recognized by the media with "Unexpected Susan" and tore off the "sexy" label attached to his body.
This year, Porky met Chris. At that meeting, Chris said to Poggie: I see you have comedy potential, recently I have a black losing streak, or play "Canyon Battle" together, and the atmosphere of losing will not be too embarrassing.
In this way, they came and went, recognized each other's skills, and determined that the other party was a fixed "black teammate".
Screenshot of the report
When he first became famous, young Boji was asked what he wanted to do in the future?
And then Pohime's answer was:
"I want to continue acting, but I also want to be a mother, because I like children, I liked children when I was young, and I want to help others with children before I am older."
For Pockie's dream, Chris is naturally willing to help. But because of Pohime's physical problems, he could only choose to do IVF in the end.
The road to IVF was also not smooth, which made Boggie question whether he was punished by God.
In this regard, Chris comforted her: There is no such thing in the world, you are not punished.
Brooke Tiny and Chris
In 2003, Boji underwent 7 "test tubes", during which there was also a miscarriage, and finally gave birth to her first daughter, Luo Wan.
However, the expected pleasure of being a mother did not come, and Porky fell into greater pain...
Reconcile with yourself
Porhime, who gave birth to her daughter, does not know why she has disgust for her daughter, let alone why she does not feel love for her daughter from her own body.
In this way, Porky fell into severe postpartum depression.
Screenshot of the report
It was not until the intervention of a postpartum therapist that Porky gradually came out of depression.
After recovering, Peggy wrote a book, Through the Storm: My Journey to Postpartum Blues.
Screenshot of the documentary
Porky wants to speak out about her experiences and feelings during that time, to help mothers who are in the same pain and overwhelmed, and to speak up for mothers who are afraid to speak up.
In the book, Poggie writes:
Chris was holding our little girl, he looked optimistic and calm. How lucky he is! While my blood was flowing in rivers, he was holding a perfect, frowning angelic baby in his arms, and I stared at this warm picture of father-daughter affection, my heart flooded with jealousy, fear and anger.
Subsequently, Porky received countless letters from women whose courage changed their lives.
For this, Porky is extremely proud.
In 2023, the 57-year-old Porky will come to the public again with the documentary "Pretty Baby: Porky Little Silk", which records her past life experience.
Porky Silk
At this time, Porky, both daughters have grown up, and her face has disappeared, but she has completed the transformation of life.
In the process of becoming a mother, she gradually understood her mother's feelings, but she just felt that if her mother had thought more about the consequences that might have caused some things, maybe the result would not have been like this.
And she also has a further understanding of her indelible past.
In the documentary, the two daughters once expressed dissatisfaction with Porky's naked magazine shooting and large-scale films, and Porky said:
That's not entirely my fault, and you shouldn't blame me. The things we should reflect on are why those things were allowed to be photographed back then, and why there was a market for those things.
For her indelible experiences, at the end of the documentary, Porky said:
That image, that character, it's out there, it's not exactly you, it's not going to take anything away from you. You stayed there, but now you're gone, you're home.
Screenshot of the documentary
Maybe a lot of things are like this, when you are moving forward on a road, suddenly realize that the direction is not right, the moment you change direction, you have started a new life.
Those who have taken the wrong path should never be an obstacle to your return to the right path!
Qing Xin Junyue, an emotional observer, warms you, me, with words.