I haven't seen Lin Jiaxin for a long time.
Unexpectedly, at the age of 45, she has entered a "semi-retired" state early, accompanies her children, and is obsessed with pottery every day.
The former generation of film queens has long been unable to find the shadow of the past.
Today, Lin Jiaxin often spends time with her family and studies pottery in her spare time.
She rarely filmed, but the whole person was radiant, and time seemed to slow down on her.
I almost forgot, she's a movie queen!
Many people are jealous that Lin Jiaxin has talent and a high starting point.
In the first play, she and Xu Anhua collaborated on "Man Forty", which brought the playful and bold girl to life.
I have never been exposed to filming, but I am familiar with the look of dragging, and I am very different.
With this role, she swept the Golden Horse, Academy Awards, Best Actress, and Best Newcomer awards that year.
As long as she makes a move, the queen of the film is nominated for food.
Later, after she won the Golden Horse Film, she made history and became the first person to win the Golden Horse Award Grand Slam.
Because of the vivid image of the girl on the screen, there was a beautiful urban rumor on her at that time-
Seeing Lin Jiaxin's cute smile, the world will stand still.
But Lin Jiaxin, who has a sweet appearance, is called "Ghost Queen" by Hong Kong people.
It's all because of the movies she acted in, which are too scary.
"Different Space", she and Leslie Cheung performed on the same stage, and the surprise and fear after seeing the hell were not weaker than her brother.
Since then, everyone has broken everyone's impression of her well-behaved.
"Help", she and Li Xinjie, who is also very good at playing ghosts, are racing.
Her role ranges from depression and slow psychological imbalance to killing, interpreting the gloomy process of ordinary people becoming perverted.
During the shooting, she was so nervous that she grinded her teeth in her dreams late and late.
In order to play a good ghost, she can even ruin her face, how can other actresses leave this burden?
"Monster", she spends 8 hours a day wearing "rotten face" makeup, sticky hands and feet, and the assistant shouts horror when she sees it.
She was immersed in the cesspool for 15 hours continuously, and after a scene, her whole body became red spots, her skin almost left sequelae, and her image was ruined.
and Shu Qi's double heroine, she used her scary acting skills to lining each other into vases.
Obviously, it is very hard to make up every day, but she plays very coolly.
Later, she mentioned in the interview that everyone frames me with sweetness, but I prefer to smash this "dummy":
"Fake, fake, that's not me."
She is indeed not sweet, but she is true enough to never justify herself.
When receiving the award, other actresses dressed bare-necked, but she had jeans with transparent lace, and a pink vest on the bottom.
Either "maternity clothes", or strange costumes, how ugly and how to greet.
People give nicknames red carpet poison.
But looking back on this experience, she did not hide it:
Yes, it was ugly, but that was the most real me at that time, I didn't have the money to buy dresses, and I didn't understand fashion at all.
She started from scratch, started looking for a team, changed styles, and slowly learned to dress herself.
Finally, she faded her "worst dressed" rating.
The red clothes are eye-catching, the black dress is elegant, and the whole person's temperament has risen several degrees.
Later, at the Academy Awards, she also won the "Best Dress Award", which was a shame.
The current star, but whenever something happens, it is a lawyer's letter to serve.
She was reported as a junior by paparazzi many times that year, but she never explained a word.
The original match was so anxious to jump out to clarify, Xu Anhua was angry but personally came forward to defend her.
But she just smiled and ignored the scolding of others.
2 years later, she was photographed pregnant, and her friend Ekin Zheng wanted to be a godfather with a big belly in order to support her.
She simply withdrew from the circle and left Canada, floating in the entertainment industry, without a little nostalgia.
Even if someone asked later, she was useless:
"I know best what's going on, but I think it's good to let my family and the people who love me know the ins and outs."
"There is no need to explain to the world."
Because she really knows that this is her in other people's mouths, but it is not the real her.
Since it is useless to justify, I will accept all the storms, as long as I don't delay me to do other things.
After 5 years of rest, she returned to filming, only filming once or twice a year, sometimes not one.
Her daughter was born, and she had something more important in her life than acting.
Even so.
In 2015, the first year after her comeback, she defeated the then favorite Shu Qi with "100 Days of Farewell" and won the Golden Horse Film Queen.
She plays a wife who has experienced the loss of her husband, and only needs a soulless look when cooking alone.
She incarnated as a male god harvester, and the second took Jacky Cheung to stage a forbidden love.
In the car, kiss into the road, perform the ambiguous demeanor of a one-night stand, the eyes will be drawn, resist but fascinated.
and Andy Lau as husband and wife.
She and Hua Zi hugged warmly, smiling sweetly, as if the two had really been married for 20 years.
During the interview, even Andy Lau quipped: "When she cried in my arms, I really thought she was my wife." ”
You see, after 5 years of retreating, she didn't even bother to put on makeup, but as soon as she came back, she killed others without leaving a piece of armor.
Some people say that it's a pity that a generation of sweet girl queens are now 45 years old, so old, wrinkles can't be counted.
She still laughs: trouble photographers, don't be so bad.
We retired 20 years earlier, and she chose to study theater abroad when she was not filming.
After the birth of his daughter, he insisted on creating children's picture books for 5 consecutive years, teaching children how to protect themselves.
Always a love of photography, she has produced three photo books spanning 20 years, from single documentaries to a family of four.
In her latest choreographed stage play, she also incorporates elements of pottery that she loves.
After returning to the family, she has been married for so many years and her husband is still in love, and she has endless words every day.
"Life is calm, but it feels very real, and I think this is happiness."
Her husband "Three Highs" wants to be vegetarian, and she has been vegetarian with her over the years.
Even if she is busy at work, she tries to go home before 9 o'clock, consciously mutes her mobile phone when she gets home, and never watches TV.
She said she would rather spend her phone time with her lover.
Her 8-year-old daughter wanted to get her ear pierced, so she went with her daughter.
"You go to the store nervously, your mother accompanies you, and inadvertently your mother has an extra ear piercing, and you become brave."
Other parents have long worried that their daughters will learn badly.
But she respects her daughter with her own practice and chases what she wants to do, which is definitely right.
It's like she's now built her own pottery room.
Some people may think that the dignified generation of film queens actually play in the mud here and do not do their business.
But she's still that she.
Because doing pottery and holding pottery exhibitions is her favorite thing now, so she does it without hesitation.
In fact, learning pottery was an accident.
"I was originally learning pottery with my daughter, but I didn't expect that I fell in love."
"In this space without a clock and wifi, I can get rid of harassment and be myself with peace of mind."
Because of her love, she always has a lot to say about pottery.
When the typhoon blows, she can even stay overnight to make pottery, even if sometimes playing with mud until she peels off a layer of skin, she is still super happy.
Pottery is fragile and sensitive, and different strength and fire conditions may be broken.
Fragile pottery, but a child tempered by fire and earth.
Just like Lin Jiaxin's own life, it seems delicate, but she has a tough heart.
In her home, everywhere is the basis for her good life, but you can't find her trophies.
She said the trophies she won during filming had never been brought home.
She has always been determined to understand what she wants, so she has always been her truest self.
She doesn't care much about what others say about her.
And all external reputations, achievements, and even slanderous invectives are nothing more than passing eyes.
This is Lin Jiaxin.
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Responsible editor丨Happy little fairy
Editor丨River