Most audiences' impression of Pan Hong has always been the image of "evil mother-in-law" in film and television dramas.
But many years ago, she was also the goddess of a generation.
debuted at the age of 23 and won the title of actress in 4 years, with both appearance and strength.
At that time, she was infinitely beautiful, and naturally she did not expect that the path of being an actor would make the rest of her life so turbulent.
Pan Hong, formerly known as Liu Ronghua, was born in an ordinary family in Shanghai.
As the eldest daughter in the family, she has naturally been pampered since she was a child.
The family's life is not rich, but it is also happy.
I just didn't expect that a sudden change shattered the originally peaceful life.
When her father died unexpectedly when she was 10 years old, Pan Hong changed her mother's surname.
Because there are two younger sisters who need to be taken care of by their mother.
Pan Hong returned to her hometown in the northeast alone with her father's ashes.
This experience changed Pan Hong from a sweet and cute little girl to an independent and introverted big girl.
In order to help her mother share the pressure of life, she would go out to work part-time from time to time.
Although young, Pan Hong felt the hardship of auditing work first.
And by chance during this period, she accidentally came into contact with the actor industry.
Maybe it's talent, maybe it's love.
After growing up, Pan Hong was admitted to the Shanghai Theater Academy, which can be regarded as one step closer to her dream.
Unlike her peers, Pan Hong knows that this opportunity will not come easily.
So she worked extra hard during college and worked hard to complete her studies in school.
In his spare time, he goes out to run the crew as a trick.
Although there are not many roles in the role, Pan Hong also has more shooting experience during her school years.
This has laid a solid foundation for his future path to fame.
With the broadcast of "Desert Camel Bell" and "Slave's Daughter", Pan Hong slowly gained a trace of fame.
While harvesting his career, Pan Hong also met the man who he could not give up in his life.
Mi Jiashan is not handsome, and even his age is much older than Pan Hong.
But because of this, he quickly gained Pan Hong's favor as he was mature and steady.
Even if everyone was not optimistic about the relationship at that time.
But Pan Hong still came together with Mijiashan.
During the shooting, Mi Jiashan was very gentle with Pan Hong.
Help her add clothes when it's cold, help her hold an umbrella when it's hot, and Pan Hong can't get used to the crew's box lunch.
Mi Jiashan personally cooked for her to open a small stove.
In addition to the difference in age and appearance, the two also made many staff envious in the crew.
Mijiashan is Pan Hong's first love.
Therefore, Pan Hong is also extremely serious about this feeling.
Or the lack of father's love since childhood, which made her extremely dependent on the man in front of her.
In the second year that the two were together, she did not hesitate to enter the palace of marriage with Mi Jiashan.
I thought that if I got married, I would reap a happy ending.
But this is not the case, and the age difference has become a gap between the two to communicate.
Mi Jiashan has a mild and slow personality, while Pan Hong is an acute one.
For this reason, the two did not quarrel less, and Pan Hong was always the one who was most angry.
But in any case, after having a family, Pan Hong has more confidence.
She began to dive into her career.
With the hit of "Bitter Laughter", she also successfully won the recognition and love of the audience.
It's just that as fame grew, scandals related to it also began to spread.
Mijiashan trusts nature very much.
But Yang Yanjin's divorce from his wife still put her on the cusp.
Fortunately, the acting career has not been affected by this.
And Pan Hong also starred in dramas such as "Du Shiniang", "Cold Night" and "Spark" after this.
With the output of several excellent works, Pan Hong's fame is getting bigger and bigger, and there are more and more dramas.
But at the same time, she managed the marriage less and less.
Gathering less and separating more has become the main lifestyle of the couple.
Pan Hong never cooks at home, and even her friend He Saifei can't help but complain that she is a "takeaway maniac".
The couple have been married for several years and have never really eaten a serious meal.
It was hard to wait until both of them had time, but the dishes in the refrigerator had already turned yellow.
The couple went to the supermarket to buy vegetables and sell meat, but as soon as they arrived home, Pan Hong answered a call and hurried to the crew.
Mi Jiashan himself has no desire to cook.
As a result, the desire to have a good meal together was once again frustrated, and the gap between the husband and wife increased.
Pan Hong is young and busy with his career, naturally has no scruples,
It's just that as I get older, Mijiashan's needs for children become more and more urgent.
But at this time, Pan Hong was at the peak of the actor, and naturally did not want to give up his career for the sake of his children.
In the end, neither of the couple gave in, and the marriage, which lasted for 8 years, could only be broken up.
After the divorce, Pan Hong's acting career is getting better and better.
"Red Dragon", "The Last Empress", "The Last Nobleman" and other works have received countless praises.
It's just that her career success contrasts sharply with her lonely personal feelings.
Seeing relatives and friends around me get married, have children, and form their own families.
Pan Hong regretted her impulsiveness and recklessness even more.
And as she gets older, Pan Hong's acting skills are still online.
However, the scripts received are mostly based on the roles of mothers-in-law.
Because the image in the play is too deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, she also once won the title of "mother-in-law professional household".
As her mother grew older, Pan Hong began to gradually slow down her career.
Although she has also experienced several relationships during this period.
But without exception, all of them failed to make it to the end.
In the end, Pan Hong did not deliberately pursue marriage and chose to convert to Buddhism.
At that time, many viewers regretted it, but for Pan Hong, it was also a relief.
After so many years, she has always regretted her choice.
She once said on the show that if she could choose again, she would rather not be a movie queen, she only hoped to have a family and a child.
She deserves to be a good actor, but as a wife and daughter, she always feels like a failure.
Failed to manage his marriage well, failed to fulfill his mother's expectations for him to get married and have children.
Now Pan Hong and Mi Jiashan have been divorced for 36 years.
But at the age of 69, she is still single and childless.
Pan Hong had the intention of opening a kindergarten and going to the school to play games with the children.
But with age, energy has long been greatly reduced.
Moreover, now she just wants to be by her mother's side more and fulfill the responsibilities of a good son.
Maybe some things missed is missed, there is no regret medicine in the world, and life cannot be turned back.
Everyone wants a dashing life, but will they be able to bear the pain and loneliness after many years?