Make a living with fireworks, and watch and walk with the wind.
Yi Shu has long said that Pan Hong is not a thing in the pool. She is like a dandelion, quietly rooting, blooming, and then riding the wind wherever it falls.
I remember that in 1989, the movie "The Stubborn Master" starring Pan Hong was shortlisted for the Toronto Film Festival.
When the movie was still being filmed, she and her husband Mi Jiashan were a couple with a marriage contract, and when the movie was released, they were no longer related to each other.
Can't you be white-headed and regretful, but all separation is filled with hatred?
Pan Hong said that without Mijiashan, there would be no self today, and Mijiashan will always be a lifelong concern in his heart.
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Many people probably don't know that there was also a prosperous life in the entertainment industry that belonged to Pan Hong.
Pan Hong is the first Chinese artist to appear in Time Magazine, Guinness World Records has specially awarded her a certificate of honor for "Golden Rooster Award Winner the Most Times", from 1988 to 2011, Pan Hong has been selected by Japan as "one of the world's top ten movie stars"...
These accolades are just one part of her life history.
When she was young, Pan Hong was really beautiful, beautiful cold and soft, beautiful Zhilan Qixin, beautiful as the bright moon.
It is not difficult to see that Pan Hong's facial features are slightly mixed-blood. This feature provides evidence of her death as if to discover and find answers.
It is reported that Pan Hong's father was an expert in Soviet aid to China in the early days of the founding of the People's Republic of China, and later met and fell in love with Pan Hong's mother. But the love between the two is hindered by many realities, and in the end it can only be fateful.
With a heart full of scars, Pan Hong's mother took Pan Hong in her belly to marry away from home. After she was born, Pan Hong has been taken care of by her grandmother, and her mother works outside the home and rarely comes home.
There is no home, and the relationship between mother and stepfather is not strong. When Pan Hong was seven years old, the family was officially reunited. The taste of joy was full of strangeness and embarrassment.
When Pan Hong was ten years old, her stepfather came to a dead corner due to the turbulent situation, and finally committed suicide by taking a large number of sleeping pills. My mother couldn't get back in time and didn't see my father for the last time.
Pan Hong, as the eldest daughter in the family, went to collect her father's urn. On the same day, Pan Hong saw many children of the same age at the crematorium, and learned from the staff that his father was in tragic condition before his death. Pan Hong grew up overnight.
"The death of my father brought me not grief but enlightenment. At that moment I knew that my childhood was over. ”
My mother and myself are very stubborn people, they don't have much warmth between them, but they know each other very well.
Suddenly becoming a single-parent family, in the difficult days, the cold eyes of the outside world have been urging Pan Hong to grow up stronger and more independent.
After graduating from middle school, Pan Hong was assigned to Chongming Island as a young intellectual, where her job was to sell meal tickets in the cafeteria. The work is not tiring, but it can't keep her heart.
Later, the Shanghai Theater Academy came to Chongming Island to recruit students. Pan Hong signed up. Perhaps it was not clear to her at that time what acting was and what an actress was. But if you can leave, even if you go to be a seafarer, Pan Hong is willing.
I don't know if it's fate or fate. Pan Hong successfully passed the exam and became a student at the Shanghai Theatre Academy. When I was a sophomore, I was selected to participate in the filming of the movie "Desert Camelback".
With the blessing of talent and hard work, Pan Hong is about to start an unimaginable brilliant life.
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In 1979, Pan Hong became famous with her role in the movie "Bitter Laughter" and was invited to participate in the screening of the Cannes Film Festival. After returning from two trophies, she became a hot new star in the mainland.
29-year-old Pan Hong should be the happiest, because she was enjoying the double nourishment of career and love at that time. Mi Jiashan works as an artist at Emei Film Studio, and Pan Hong became acquainted with Pan Hong because of drama.
Mijiashan is eight years older than Pan Hong, and the age gap naturally makes Mijiashan more mature and stable. In his body, Pan Hong felt a sense of security and love that she had never felt before.
A small boat drifting in the wind and rain has finally found its own harbor to dock.
In 1978, Pan Hong and Mijiashan registered their marriage. In Pan Hong's words, Mijiashan gave her the love of "half a father".
After marriage, the two of them are good at everything, but they are too busy. Pan Hong's career is gradually climbing, and she can't wait to live in the crew every day and film upside down day and night.
In 1981, the movie "Du Shiniang" starring Pan Hong won the Best Actress Award at the Little Hundred Flowers Award. She interprets a woman in Qinglou who has fallen into the wind and dust, but is out of the mud and not clean, to be extraordinary.
Two years later, Pan Hong starred in the movie "Man to Middle Age", which is regarded as a "new work of Chinese cinema". At first, because of Pan Hong's beauty, the original author was not satisfied with her as the heroine.
"You are too beautiful, not the Lu Wenting in my mind."
Pan Hong did not refute, but quietly cut off all social activities between herself and the outside world. Go to the hospital alone to study, experience life and enter the role in advance.
She proved to everyone that she was not a vase. The response after the release of the movie exceeded everyone's expectations, and Pan Hong's efforts won her first Golden Rooster Award trophy.
In those years, Pan Hong spent almost all of her time filming, and she couldn't take care of her family at all, and Mijiashan was the same.
The two have been married for eight years, and the real days together are afraid that they will not make up for two years.
What was originally a happy marriage has become like a marriage. At this point, no one could give up their career, and finally the two divorced by agreement, ending their eight-year marriage.
"I am a brilliant splendor in the eyes of others; In the moonlight, I am an empty loss in my own heart. ”
Pan Hong wrote in her autobiography. Outsiders only know that she is fierce and calm and decisive, but they don't know that she is also sentimental in her heart, and can only comfort herself.
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After experiencing the failure of marriage, as she grew older, Pan Hong realized the importance of family.
She slowed down and began to leave time to her elderly mother, eating and living with her and traveling with her.
Over the years, she felt the hard, missing love, and her mother all felt it. They were the same people, who had suffered the same and shed the same tears.
At the age of 63, Pan Hong chose to convert to Buddhism as a lay disciple and began to eat vegetarian all year round.
After the millennium, Pan Hong mostly played the roles of mother and mother-in-law, sometimes a loving mother, sometimes a mean mother-in-law, she can always express the characteristics of the characters truthfully.
After separating from Mi Jiashan, she Pan Hong did not marry again. In the past, the car was slow, and there was only enough to love one person in a lifetime, but now in the era of rapid information, Pan Hong's love can still withstand the world.
Her growth experience should be the most eager for that family warmth.
But she did not repeatedly try love in order to satisfy the lack of her heart. Mijiashan left traces in her heart, not deep or shallow, just enough for her to remember for a lifetime.
The flowers that bloom in the garden and the flowers that bloom in the plateau are beautiful. It's just that the flowers on the plateau are more precious because of her cold and solitary arrogance.
A sense of security and warmth, only what you give is the most stable. You won't suffer from gains and losses because of contradictions on any day.
"Anyway, I hope I live my life without shame. I feel ashamed to have helped those who needed my help. ”
Pan Hong, known as the "Queen of Tragedy" in the eighties, has had tragedies in her life and played too many tragedies. Although the old age is not a joy of family, it is not desirable to be happy and happy in the world.
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