Biography
Ma Huimin, female, Han ethnicity, born in April 2001, Zibo, Shandong, student of the 19-1 class of computer science and technology in the School of Big Data.
I have been more "skinny" since I was a child, and my parents did not take me as a girl to raise, and I should fight, so my personality is also more cheerful. When I was in kindergarten, I began to like dancing, but later because my parents thought that learning was more important, they didn't let me dance. It wasn't until I came to Tyco that I picked up this dream again.
When I heard that the school dance troupe was recruiting, I signed up for the first time. We were among the first on campus, with fewer students and fewer dancers in the dance troupe, and soon we became acquainted with each other.
Everyone worked hard and well together, and at the first big event welcome party, our performance shined and won the company accolades.
I feel that in the group, my acting ability is not bad, and everyone is very sure of me. Until the selection of the actors for the original musical "The Ballad of Tarzan" in the second semester, I was in a state of feeling good about myself.
In the group, there was a girl who looked very similar to me, and everyone often joked that we were twins. The relationship between the two of us is also very good, and the feelings are like sisters.
In order to ensure the normal performance, the crew decided to use the AB role to select the protagonist actor, and the two of us signed up for the protagonist Jiang Yanhong' candidate.
The instructor had seen our performance, and was very satisfied with other aspects, that is, I felt that my body type was too fat and inappropriate - before liberation, as a person living at the bottom, the protagonist could not be fat, and besides, the AB angle body size gap was too large, and it was difficult to ensure a unified stage effect.
The teacher weighed it for half a day, and finally said to me: "You have to lose 30 pounds in 60 days, and the protagonists are the two of you!" At that time, I was really big-hearted, and I felt that this goal was easy and not a problem, and I agreed to the teacher with my mouth.
Back at the dorm, I immediately and self-righteously embarked on a journey to lose weight. My friends were very cooperative with me and confiscated all the snacks they could eat on the same day. I went to the supermarket to buy a giant bottle of mineral water and started trying the "Twenty-One Day Diet". Drink only water for the first three days. The first day was full of energy, drinking water when hungry, and it was not difficult to stick to it for a day.
The next morning at five o'clock I woke up hungry, went to weigh up, and sure enough, I lost three pounds! I was immediately encouraged—according to this trend, two months and thirty pounds are guaranteed to be fine.
I got up from bed and drank a glass of water, but I still felt so hungry, fortunately it was a Saturday and I didn't have to go to class, and I felt that I could hold on if I lay still in bed. I planned to lie in bed all day, do nothing, and just go to sleep.
But when it came time for lunch, my roommate bought the fragrant rice and smelled it, and I felt so hungry that I could eat two cows! But thinking of his weight loss goals, he endured, pinched his nose to drink water, and comforted himself over and over again: I can't smell it, I can't smell it!
Finally, in the afternoon, I squatted on the ground and started to have stomach pains. The housemate said that he really couldn't do it, so he ate a ham sausage, and one of them couldn't rise on the scale. I couldn't hold on, and when I got up, my eyes went black, as if I was about to lose consciousness, but fortunately my roommate pulled me in.
After eating a ham sausage, I lay down on the bed again and slept, dreaming of nibbling on the big chicken leg, which was called a fragrant! At 4:30 a.m. on the third day, I woke up hungry again, and I wanted to get out of bed and weigh how much weight I had lost, but I had no strength and almost rolled off the bed.
At that moment, I was really hungry and crazy, seeing everything as if I could eat, even the towel at the head of the bed wanted to take a bite. Zhao Anqi, who supervised me, said: "No, if you don't lose your fat like this, you will go to God first!" Plan B will be implemented next."
Plan B is to lose weight by exercising. I bought a jump rope, and Zhao Anqi supervised me to jump a thousand every afternoon, adding a hundred a day.
Eat normally at noon in the morning, don't eat dinner - when you are hungry, you will eat a bite to chew and then spit it out, taste the taste, deceive the sense of taste. Hypnotize yourself before going to bed at night: "Falling asleep with hunger is the first step to beauty".
In fifteen days from Plan A to Plan B, I lost ten pounds, and then I never dropped the scale again—no food or loss. This made me anxious, it turned out that weight loss is really difficult!
By the time "The Ballad of Tarzan" was about to start rehearsals, I had lost a total of twelve pounds, so naturally I didn't choose the main role. At that time, I was so discouraged that I didn't even want to do anything as a dancer, felt that I couldn't do anything, and felt sorry for my good friend - because of my reasons, she didn't become the protagonist.
I didn't go to rehearsal the day after I finished the role, and I was very irritable. In the afternoon, the "twins" came to me and said, "Don't be sad, it's not a big deal." ”
I looked at her dumbfounded, speechless.
She put her arm around my shoulder and said, "Actually, I was mentally prepared not to get the role, because I thought it was impossible to lose thirty pounds in such a short period of time." ”
I pretended to be angry and said, "Then didn't you say it earlier?" ”
She smiled at me: "I can't bear to discourage your enthusiasm, only if you have done it yourself, you know the difficulty of this." ”
I asked her, "You're sad not to be selected, aren't you?" ”
She shook her head: "I'm not sad, because I don't have any hope, and I haven't paid as much as you have." In fact, not getting the role is also a relief for me. Watching you work hard, I can't bear it, if I have to rely on you to fight like this to get the role, I will be uneasy in my heart, because that is not what I tried to get. ”
Then the two of us began to discuss with you and me, and as we talked, some seemingly lofty conclusions came out, for example, many things, not that you will be able to achieve your goals after hard work; some people are desperately pursuing, which may be what others are born with.
Therefore, if we want to open some, as long as we have fought for it and worked hard, we can't get it, don't take it too seriously, the world is like this.
At night, I lay in bed and continued to think, although I did not choose, but I lost a lot of pounds, and I did not suffer losses. Besides, what role do I really want, or a rehearsal day with the big guys?
Our discussion was significant, and it directly affected my values and outlook on life. On the third day, as if I were full of energy again, I chose to continue the group dance. "It's not that you can definitely achieve your goals after hard work", it is true that you can't live because you can't achieve your goals.
Soon, the school organized the "Tyco Star" selection, and I also signed up. Combined with the complete experience, I carefully wrote the manuscript, memorized the manuscript, and memorized it for several days. Before the game, I also told the teacher again, and the teacher thought it was ok. Before going on stage, I thought I should have an interaction with everyone, but after I went on stage, I was a little nervous, and I didn't pay attention to the problems I thought about.
After the lecture, I sat down and listened, and I felt that others were better than me. In the end, 4 people were selected and I ranked 5th. I was briefly lost at first, and then I thought about the experience of failing to choose an actor, and soon I felt nothing.
One is that others are indeed better than themselves, and the other is that they have worked hard, and whether they can get their wishes or not is not something they can control - I am fortunate to have it, and I have lost my life.
In June this year, the "Tyco Star" will start judging again. Many people think that I have accumulated a lot of experience and should be able to rate it. But I didn't care about the stuff anymore, and I decided to quit participating and leave the opportunity to my freshman and sophomore classmates, who needed encouragement even more.
I am now busy preparing for the Drama Festival in May, rehearsing every night from 9 a.m. to 11 p.m. After the festival, I had to concentrate on preparing for the graduate school immediately.
Whether you can get in, or that sentence, as long as you feel that you have worked hard is enough. The best effort, the usual mentality, this is perhaps the most precious harvest of my three years in Tyco.
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