As a fan of Fan Xiaoxuan for 20 years, if you ask me now which album I love most, I will choose "The Best of the World".
This is the answer I gave after listening to the song for another 20 years. Before "The Best of the World", my favorite album of Fan Xiaoxuan was "Rain", and when I was a teenager, I felt that rain exuded a refreshing breath of wetness and sunshine, which was the look of 18 years old in my heart.
But Fan Xiaoxuan knew that it was not what she looked like when she was 18 years old, nor what she would look like in the future.
Regarding Fan Xiaoxuan's early past, everyone may have been tired of seeing it.
Raised as a single mother with great musical talent, she has worked hard to learn music since she was a child, and debuted as a teenager with a sweet appearance and singing talent.
Debut is the peak, film nomination for best newcomer, out of the album hit.
She is a natural star, continue to follow the plan given by the company, she will have a smooth ride, however, she herself does not think so, so I want to tell another story about Fan Xiaoxuan.
Stories about confrontation, about breakthroughs, about finding yourself.
01
The first time she saw the disc of Fan Xiaoxuan's world-famous concert, she pulled up her yellow hair, painted heavy makeup, and exposed her left arm tattoo, from a cute and well-behaved little witch to a "bad girl".
Before that, she had to go to school every day to take children to do morning exercises, and this change had a very big impact on the fans, so she should have come up with the album "The Best of the World" under great pressure.
"The Best of the World" has 15 songs, all produced by Fan Xiaoxuan himself, pure jazz style, the musicians at the time commented that it was too avant-garde, too advanced, no market, very accurate. 20 years later, in 2022, "The Best of the World" is still very lonely in the Chinese music scene.
Later, in Aya's interview program, she mentioned "The Best of the World", the publishing process is a lot of twists and turns, every record company listens to it, but does not want to invest in publishing, some companies give the condition is to tear down the album, out of a few good girl style, plus a few of her favorite jazz style, she refused.
Jazz was her and her mother's favorite and dream, and she couldn't bear to be torn apart.
At the same time, she did not understand that the world's best people were the real herself, she just wanted to be herself, why no one supported her.
Before "The Best of the World", the pure image of her little witch was so successful and so deeply rooted in people's hearts that they all became shackles, firmly locking her, making her once do not know how to get along with the world and fall into depression.
02
After "Peerless Celebrity", Fan Xiaoxuan also tried to change the team, and Fu Lu shou is also a gorgeous one that she cannot fail to mention in her creation.
But the qualitative change came three years later.
By chance, Fan Xiaoxuan met Allen, and another group of music makers seemed to have found her own organization, rock music pulled her out of negative emotions, and she began to try to form a rock band.
If "The Best of the World" is the beginning of the confrontation with the world, the group of rock bands themselves as the boss, the release of "Breakthrough" and "Naked" two albums, is the peak of her confrontation with the world.
"Breakthrough" is the first album after the group, and Fan Xiaoxuan on the cover blends with the raging flames on both sides with open arms, and the name and posture are so straightforward.
And "Naked" can be regarded as the last output of the world, she put all her ideas in the song.
Those days of being abandoned by the market, the days of being turned against by fans, the mood is depressed to the point of not being able to get up, and once there was a gap with her relatives, she is a person who will not give up her ideals even if she gives up on herself.
The battle started in 2001, and then she took "Breakthrough" and "Naked Son" to do publicity, pulled up her favorite girlfriend Zhou Xun, and a number of friends such as big and small S to help her stand, in order to let everyone know more about her music, she always been active in the forefront of not liking publicity.
However, after she was masked as a well-behaved woman, jazz and rock were so incompatible with her, and her flower arms and smoky makeup no longer looked so positive, so she didn't seem to get more encouragement.
The media prefers to see a disciplined little girl conform to the arrangement, and what the market and the world tell you to do, you should do.
If you want to be an unusual version of yourself, then you're a bad entertainer.
A broken artist, the Taiwan media described her this way.
03
After "Breakthrough" and "Naked Son", Fan Xiaoxuan opened a concert with a 100% orchestra, and then they slowly turned to the offline, and in terms of the general environment, the Chinese record industry also officially came to a downturn.
Fan Xiaoxuan, who has less and less news, and 100% of the orchestra often appear in major music festivals in the mainland.
Fan Xiaoxuan at the music festival is a new state of relaxation, she finally took off her mask and sang her favorite songs to the fullest.
She's no longer the well-behaved girl with the broomstick and talking to the schoolchildren, she's a real power girl!
Later, fans found that power girl became more and more low-key, and she no longer tried to export her views to the world, until she was invited to "The Voice of China" as a mentor in 2016, which should be the biggest sugar sent to her by the mainstream media.
The news to find her again is all related to good friends, Little S's "Sister Is Hungry", Aya's "Strange Life", and the recent 2019 travel variety show "We Are True Friends" with good friends.
At that time, Fan Xiaoxuan was 42 years old. After her sisters got married and had children, and after a few ups and downs in her career, everything about Fan Xiaoxuan has not changed, and her boyfriend Allen is a 100% orchestra member and has been associating with her for more than ten years.
04
Xiao S once lamented in the show that Fan Xiaoxuan was a god, and she did not expect to have such a talented friend.
Fan Xiaoxuan not only composed and arranged her own lyrics, but also her friends' musical works are everywhere, she helped S to produce the album "Perverted Girl", and her friend Chen Jianzhou's album also has her lyrics works.
Because of her diligence and modesty, any star who works with her praises her.
Such a talented musician, but his life is unusually low-key, not on any variety shows, not to stir up any news.
Unfortunately, the news surrounding her on the Internet has always been unattached from the positive. Some of those strange gossip has been passed down for many years, and even the source has been completely lost.
The above-mentioned article said that Fan Xiaoxuan was a "broken artist", and by 2022 it has become "Fan Xiaoxuan has stinked in Taiwan".
Even more appalling is the one that has been widely circulated: Fan Xiaoxuan has removed her womb for Dink's boyfriend.
I have long known that the name of denigration of women is only a few, and these are not only aimed at her, but when I read the news, I still want to say: It is really out of the spectrum.
Maybe a woman over 40 years old, single, and dare to live so beautifully, in the eyes of some people, is itself a terrible crime. Even if she is a fan Xiaoxuan who is recognized as talented and low-key.
The satellites are all in the sky, and Fan Xiaoxuan chose to ignore the news that these heads are still wrapped in foot-wrappers.
05
Regardless of men and women, everyone should fantasize about what kind of adult they will become in the future when they are young.
As they get older, some people will change their dreams, and some people will use their own methods to hold on to their dreams.
Fan Xiaoxuan, this person, focused, stubborn, she has never bowed to any capital in her career, and she has not put any worldly values in her eyes in life.
Just as she was interviewed in her 20s to show that she was an unmarried person, she has never changed her mind until now.
And at that time, her boyfriend Allen did not know where to change her life plan for Allen? If you look at her growth history, you will find that she is Fan Xiaoxuan, and this kind of conventional drama is not in her life list at all!
The boyfriend can be Allen or Tony, but she herself is Fan Xiaoxuan and will not change.
As for why she chose Allen, Aya said in her interview: Because Allen is a person who knows her and won't trouble her.
Fan Xiaoxuan and Allen are together, and it is clear that it is a beautiful story of an unmarried person who loves music and another unmarried person who loves music.
However, it was portrayed by some media as a strange and bloody perverted story, and he was also drunk.
06
Fan Xiaoxuan's debut in the past twenty years is not without efforts to communicate with the world.
Tried, no, so she chose to give up, she chose to turn her back on the world, not to open her mouth, not to explain.
Maybe after giving up, the world will take the initiative to understand her.
Because she is Fan Xiaoxuan, she is the unique Fan Xiaoxuan.
Today is Women's Day, give you my big heroine Amway in my heart.
Amway, you listen to Fan Xiaoxuan and the 100% Orchestra's "Sense of Humor".
There is also super fan Liu Wei's "Because you are Fan Xiaoxuan".
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